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interview uitm

2006-04-27T02:27:00.000Z

yup! ma 1st interview..went for mass com-broadcast on 24th April recently and stayed at k.norlin's house-my cousin with Husna,my classmate

took a komuter by 7 to Pdg Jawa and freaked k.norlin all the way..
mana taknye..sms skali je ms btolak and another ms sampai ..tu pun sbb kitaorg panik sbb teksi xde by the time sampai..huhu..gmat cred ma! xkan everytime nak sms dsb..sms yg penting2 je..hehe..kesian k.norlin..call sampai 2-3 kali..sms pun dah 5-10 kali..sorry ye!

run all the way out to the main road almost 1/2 km ..almost end up in an accident..nasib baik la motor tu x langgar kitaorg tapi malang la keta tue..nak tlg pun dah x sempat..lgpun dia dah bleh bgn so jln terusssss...hehe

at last ade gak teksi..sampai pun tepat2 kul 8.30pg pastu terus exam btulis ..nama je exam pdhal juz esei 250 words je..hehe..write about urself & why choose mass com-broadcast..

da interview-gulp*
sejuk gak tangan menunggu but too tired to nervous about..nak muntah,sakit perut sume ade..but in the end hilang camtu je ms interview..hehe

the Q's

name 5 minister in Msia (x sebut lak either cabinet or anything,right? and why cant i remember Menteri Besar stands for? it cant be BIG minister =P )

Dato' Seri Hishamuddin - education ministry(erm...one down 4 to go..)
Dato Seri Koh Tsu Koon - Penang Minister(hurm..think! think!)
Dato' Seri Shahidan Kassim - Perlis Minister(errr..panic..*)
Dato Seri Adnan Yaakob - Pahang Minister(erk..why are you smiling weirdly?)
am i wrong? (i know im right? right? ) coz im not sure..sorry if im wrong
Dato Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi - of coz our PM
Dato Seri Najib Tun Razak - TPM..military..air force..hurm watz its called..i just cant recall it right now hehe ..*defence Minister (they said)

*hey! thats more than 5! hurm another one..Datuk K..ahakz! juz kiddin =P

whats the current issue:

- Tun Ghaffar Baba died yesterday
- Channel 9 is da latest channel

Is it worthit for TV3 to take over ch9:

yes,save the workers job & as a challege to bring up such channel....elaborate

whats ur 1st choice & why:

usm (aiseh kantoi la pasni...!) went for their lecture,enjoyed it,build up interest
doesnt want to simply take courses that i dont know..wanna take courses that i know & able to do plus enjoy it....elaborate...*

it states here that ur dad is a lecturer..where? mass com too..? (uh huh! she's tryin to llure me in the trap ...cool..cool..keep smiling..just u wait..hehe)

yes,usm,nope..technology industry (gotcha!)

hurm,so..this means..u didnt applied usm for the fact that its the best,quality.....etc but bcoz its close to ur home....etc? right?

no..(smile..keep cool)..no..(smile..still cool..) ..(SMILE) actually bcoz its a place where im familiar with .. at least i know where to go around...anyway..uitm is not so bad at all..at least i get to travel...(Muahahaha..!!!)

Them: Ok..do you have any question..
Me: (hurm..no idea..) Do YOU?
Them: No, Do YOU..??? (aik! memain lak budak nie..aku tanya dia..dia tanya aku.. =P )
Me: No..hehe..can i go now? (cool..coool..tgk kiri tgk kanan..xde sape..FEWWWHHHHHH...!!!)

* * * * *

Overall.. it was fun..despite all the rush..memang bleh wat drama..hehe..x kisah la dapat ke x..
the experience that matters..kalau dapat..alhamdulillah but im not too sure coz they only want 25 ppl je..out of almost 150 ppl..??? so they put in KIV for journalism if i didnt get broadcast..
whatever it is..its all up to them and Allah's decision ..if there's other candidate thats better than me..plz choose them instead of me..they are better off i bet..all i can say..que sera..sera..*

And the award goes to...

2006-03-11T20:09:00.000Z

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L.O.V.E

2006-03-01T03:53:00.000Z

feelin yg beri impak yg besar pd sesape je..x kisah la love towards siape,ape,even DIA Yg Esa..kan?

i guess u all have seen a glimpse of love..feel it urself or even through other ppl's eye's right?some ppl wonder..even i do..why do ppl fall for sum1 who's not worth ur love..but still they're 'blind' to see the fact that the person they love so much & dare to dare anything for them are actually going to be the one who breaks ur heart

but still,thats how loves go.to be able to break ur heart b4 mending it and learn from it is better than not experiencing it.juz hope that the mistake u made will be a lesson learnt and hopefully not a big mistake which causes things that not supposed to be (u know what..)

hurm,mcm ade pengalaman je..kan? seriously..i don't..maybe im too picky..maybe im too careful..i juz take my own time to actually be sure about the choice of my life.yeah,a bit tradiosional but thats what i am.nice and slow..chill out will ya?

you can fool around with anyone u want but in the end..is it worth it? and so u did manage to capture some innocent heart who actually believe u love them..so what? its not a prize to win and show off the world coz in the end..they're going to be the one's whom u will spend the rest of ur life with.

will 'the one' be sum1 who will stand all ur bad habit,the one who will's to listen to ur complaints all day,the one who will pick ur cloth lying around,cooking ur food or at least try to ? the simple thing about choosing is by choosing the one that ur comfortable with & able to considerably tolerate with for the next 100 years..and of coz..be the one who will stand with u..sit with u through good or bad times,right?

well,u can choose those whom u think so beautiful..so handsome but in the end make sure u still think he's handsome/beautiful enough when wrinkles starts climbing over they're face or sickness starts to invade they're body..vice versa too i hope..and yeah..willing to forgive and forget..ppl in love tend to hurt each other feelings u know..patience..ok?

me? well,it will be a lie if i say i dont have..to some ppl..they know about it but let it remain secret for the time being coz its non of ur bussines tho..haha..only bcoz i prefer it be confirmed till 'The Day' coz i still have other things to do then wait for him,right?

hurm,i juz hope the day of so-called 'Valentine's Day' will be a good day for everyone despite of the superstitious..its not wrong to show some gratitudes towards the one u care,right? well,i dont celebrate that of cause..let the sweetnes of love takes its own day to bloom..hehe..we still have another 365 days afterwards(well that's only if we're still alive tho)

for the time being,appreciate what u have right now and tolerate what's tolerateable i think..juz dont go over the border and always remain respect to our parents no matter how annoying they can be coz if we look back..u will realize how much time and effort it takes to still be here with them.insyaAllah.

where did they go?

2006-02-25T17:56:00.000Z

5AE '03 SMKDHAB

this is only some of the 'only' picture i have with my class mate.. they're the 2003 batch of 5AE who happen to be the best account class who scored A1 in Account
(not juz bcoz it's d ONLY class) hehe we sure did Cikgu Umar proud..sniff **

we broke the school record by being the most scorer in Account history when all of us except me ( i drop that subject..too many number to count on hehe) and one classmate who happen to not being able to catch-up with account (can't do anything about it tho..) 99% passed account and almost 13 of us got A1/A2 and some B's and C's as a credit that brought the idea to the school to open one more Account class whish how ever still haven't manage to beat OUR record..smug**

to trackback..we were all like an underdog to the school and often being so-called discriminate by some events so we always fool around but NEVER challenge the school rule or anything,ok? always been the class who clean here and there for any event preparation..why didn't the ST's or SR's being called..?? beside's other classes,we are still the loudest noise maker,u can hear us as far as the principle office.gulp*

the most 'red-marked' in Add Math whereby Cikgu Aisyah tries so hard to fill in all those dy dx in our brains..sorry cikgu..we juz can't squeeze anymore number.to take it as an Account.. well,Cikgu Umar sure did his magic when he starts his 'rotan' rule for those who doesn't pass ..we manage to taste some red mark on the hand..everbody were all ready to put out their hands out by the time the result came out..hehe..surprisingly with all the drill's and stripe's..we @ they manage to pass through and perhaps economy too ..if only Cikgu Umar continues his teaching in form 5

As for Economy,our Cikgu Ramli was quite alright although to everyone's agreement..his voice is quite a 'lullaby' hehe some manage to sleep in class while others tried to open their eye wide so that we will seem to be listening and avoid being asked to answer the Q's at the board..hehe..that time..i was part of the class 'jealousy' since that i turn out to be one of the 'sleepy-head' but end up to be the 'Miss Economy'..since that id be the few who can explain and answer back Cikgu Ramli's unexpected Q's and enjoyed a couple of sleep in class while Cikgu Ramli teach..

hey! i did my study, i finished my home work, i answered the Q's..what's there to be jealous of? fyi, i add up my economy knowledge through tuition..if u don't understand..ask Q's..if u can't catch up with ur teacher's way..use other alternative,go find other 'teacher' that u can understand and don't juz complain..! * i can't catch up MacroEconomy in upper 6 tho. bit complicated by now

Other subject was OK..surprisingly,even our Science result are in 'flying colours' too..thx to our beloved Cikgu Rafizah..and Sejarah was quite alright too tho i didn't manage to score like in PMR tq Cikgu Jamin for his formula's and tq Ustzh Jamilah for her good comment in our cert's..we still get quite a number of B's in P.Islam..and Cikgu Badrol..!! we love you too..despite all the note's u made us to write..long live BM..hehe..Math..who can forget our Cikgu Yati @ Norhayati and her trademark " ye comel..?" and her "faham?? faham??" penang+Tganu essence..never knew she's a Ganu..hehe..and English is yet to be the usual marks we always get but still able to pass ..and im still the 'jaguh kampung'....MuaHaHaHa...!!

where did they go?

the teacher's...

Cikgu Jamin transferred as the Penyelia Petang in Kampung Kastam i think while Cikgu Rafizah in Sebereng Jaya Carrefour school but most of the teacher's still stay's in Badawi although we do miss Teacher Aslinda huhu :'(

the classmates..

mostly in politechnics,few in Uitm,few more in anywhere starts with KU.. collage and least of them work but few continued form 6 including me-lah..and guess what? we manage to make our annual reunion for 3 year in a row since SPM years..hehe..although only half manage to come but still its a still counting record..huh!

6AE2 '05 SMKDHAB

and this..is obviously my 1st time i hold the 'ultimate power' as a form 6 @ kakak form 6..Ehem* Obviously,this is where we get those 'look' whenever we go aorund the school expecially in the orientation day where junior's tries to get a glimpse of the 'hottest' so-called 'abg' or 'kakak' form 6 plus those who tries to add some more so-called 'angkat' thing..hehe..ive already 'retired' by that time..never thought of anymore angkat-ing anyone by till now.

we 6AE2 is the history & economy class..not a favourite but still manage to catch the teacher's eye with our 'history' of failing our economy (expecially macro) , english was obviously a 'red pen' standby to write down our marks along with Pengajian Am & history but we manage to pull back by our upper 6 with some passing marks tho but to save the best for the last, we were the 'know-it-all' in analisis kesalahan during BM time whenever Cikgu Yusuf combine with other class..hehehe...

back in low 6 ,we were in 'floating class' due to lack of class so we were given our own 'suite' which is ' The Bilik Media'..hehe..no wonder we always flunk most of the exam that time..we spend most of our free time watching the TV..what a privilage..our own TV..with ASTRO..*its locked tho..hehe..still manage to catch up with Lover's in Paris and vid clips expecially during Noon..what a boring time it was..

Cikgu Anita was the most feared P.Am teacher..looked out for her from mile's before running back into our class.she's damn strict but still easy going..juz don't cross the line..i relly love strict teacher..keeps me alert..hehe..always had to do presentation and manage to finish most of the syllabus including the upper 6 syllabus..hehe..always look for her gold Honda Stream everyday to know wheter she'll come to our class or not..and after she was transfered..here come's the two Cikgu Noraini & Shuhaida who teach PA1 & 2 ..Cikgu Noraini is yet still the next most feared but flexible teacher who really know's her thing..all her excercise do get some input in our brains while Cikgu Shuhaida..although the 2nd version of Cikgu Ramli but still have something to teach about at least..

Cikgu Jamin is still our History teacher before being transfered and reliefed by Datin and alast Cikgu Maizatul by upper 6 year,she's still the 'not-so' teacher but she sure a good teacher still.. but Cikgu Azman was the 'hottest' Abg Man..hehe..he was pretty shy in our lower 6 but revealed his 'mask' by upper 6 year..we sure love his 'pot-pet' and bang..!! on the table..what a cute teacher..didn't know he can be such a nanny..hihi..and his over and over and over..endless repeat word about chulalongkorn,malayan union..and his usual trademark of the " ingat nie..! nanti keluar kat exam..ingat..!!!! kalau x ingat ,aku nak..." finally got married last year..tries to hide his 'kenduri' tho.hehe..hide's his wife too..what a husband..hahaha..still tries to hide his to be born baby news..u sure miss being single huh? then why do u ALWAYS wear the same 'pengantin baju melayu' dress every friday..ceh! all proud of his 1971 birth year..put it all over his hp number,car plate..gheez..*

BM..with cikgu ...oh my god..i 4got her name already..ah yes..Cikgu Hazimah as the 1st teacher in form 6 ..i kinda start to like BM tho i dont understand the 'analisis kesalahan' part..always skip that part in exam..hehe..but thx to Cikgu Yusuf who manage to put it clear to us about the beauty of BM and the history of it of course..he sure know's all the stuff about BM..i finally understand the Gambarajah Pohon by the end of the day..Fewh..!!!

Economy is yet the least thing we look forward..but still..there's still certain topics that catch my interest expecially Micro coz its the repeatence of my sleepyhead year..hehe..the usual phrase of " hang nie sakiinah,aku tgk hang tido je time ekonomi tapi ..." word
since that our 6BE2 class have been split up in two class AE2/AE3 so we always do this 'student exchange' thing whenever we have no class..some of the 'klik' in AE2 will go to AE3 and vice versa..we also have 'visits' from AE1 who desperately so bored with the bookworm student hehe..join the club guy's..

the Mr. Popular throne is obviously hurm.what was his name? haha..i dont even care coz he's not my type tho..but i do remember Fatin Mahira as one of the fave's and Sakinah...me? NO..! Sakinah Syariah whom i only get to see for myself in upper 6 after all this talk about the popular Sakinah..hehe..and who can forget the one and only Apek in school..Wei Seng..??? the metro-guy to be..you know..the one who dress in style..he's starting to act like a model..huh! Wei Seng @ the to be Best Student in STPM who talks so loud that u can hear him 4 class in a row..who always happy to teach any Q's about PA,Geo,Eco..EXCEPT English..gheez..he'd make it BIG if he manage to conquer that too..and his Apek-trying-to-talk-in-BM-slang .."Saya..ah.." plus being one of the Frequently Asked Question (FAQ) student..Too Many to be exact..hehe..

we were like 'rival's' unfortunately..the 6SY1 gets along with 6AE1 but doesn't go with 6SY2..tho they still finds way to see 6AE2 and some say 6AE3 whenever they can..6AE2 & 6AE3 are inseperable but willingly to be 'separated' with 6SY1 as far as we can but still remain good relation with 6SY2..weird huh? but its normal,right? im sure u experience that too back in ur school year..right?

where did they go?

noowhere..for now..some have started 'dissapearing' tho..some work part-time but turned 'full time' home-worker..hehe..we tried to still be in contact but only some Misscall's for the time being..xde credit la tue..time2 camni mane nak kumpul duit buat top up..hehe..

conclusion?

gheez..im starting to miss my school..huhu...always get this 'awed' look whenever i pass Badawi school..kept missing the best thing..they finally made that hooded walk line right after we got out the school??? huh!they even had better school performance & lotz of co-k activity tho that doesnt amuse me since that it will mean strict regulation about attending this and that class/event..hehe..poor you..MuaHaHaHa..!!!

to be honest,school was da bomb..i hate you but i love you kinda thing..all the schooler..enjoy the torture and the time ..carry that ol bag and read that bulky text book coz baby..u ain't gonna do that for at least 25 years or more..

that friend u know when ur in kinder-garten till ur SPM day ain't all gonna come back to find u and say Hi..better get all the detail from them so that u can finally make ur own reunion and keep it updated..huh!

to the secret admirer's,that Hot Guy ain't gonna come to you until you get him to notice you..even if u still didn't..juz smile and walk on coz there's still endless guy's waiting for ya in U..ur work place..EVERYWHERE..!! remember..ur The One Guy is still waiting for you ;P
the Ex-student..ud better go back to school and find out about ur teacher's back then coz u'll never know what will happen to them within 1 year..they might have...u think 4 urself huh! one 'Thank You' is NEVER enough for teacher's like them..u got through U,got ur monthly pay check and perhap's still be teaching one of ur kid's..all bcoz of them u know..??!! no matter how tough they were to us..how strict they were..how choosy they were..they will still be a teacher and u'll see how theyd be thankful to still have some student coming over for some nice ol chat..

and the classmates..tho not all i remember..or anyone-lah whoz been reading through..stop shying away even though u dont do as well as other's..so what if u choose to work then study..we will all end up workin in the end..juz some different pay check doesnt mean we cant still be in contact..didnt we used to talk about seeing you on ur wedding? dragging your kids? and waiting for that day where we'd say "those were the day's " or " when i was ur age.." word that we swore wont say it? and yeah..the 'evolution' of that Miss..or Mr who used to...thing? right?

so..what are you waiting for? grab ur phone and trace back all ur we used to..friend..we ain't gonna live for another hour by any chance..hope this will remind u of those were the day's..and finally send you back to the future about all this simple thing that we always forgets..ok? till now..*

The Return Of Sheila On 7

2006-02-08T02:08:00.000Z

To all who still believe in SheilaOn7....

:: sahabat sejati ::

Sahabat sejatiku, hilangkah dari ingatanmu
Di hari kita saling berbagi
Dengan kotak sejuta mimpi, aku datang menghampirimu
Kuperlihatkan semua hartaku

Kita sâ€™lalu berpendapat, kita ini yang terhebat
Kesombongan di masa muda yang indah
Aku raja kaupun raja
Aku hitam kaupun hitam
Arti teman lebih dari sekedar materi

Pegang pundakku, jangan pernah lepaskan
Bila ku mulai lelahâ€¦ lelah dan tak bersinar
Remas sayapku, jangan pernah lepaskan
Bila ku ingin terbangâ€¦ terbang meninggalkanmu

Ku selalu membanggakanmu, kaupun selalu menyanjungku
Aku dan kamu darah abadi
Demi bermain bersama, kita duakan segalanya
Merdeka kita, kita merdeka

Tak pernah kita pikirkan
Ujung perjalanan ini
Tak usah kita pikirkan
ujung perjalanan ini

:: Kita ::

Di saat kita bersama
Di waktu kita tertawa
Menangis merenung
Oleh cinta

Kau coba hapuskan rasa
Rasa dimana kau melayang jauh
Dari jiwaku Juga mimpiku

Biarlah, biarlah
Hariku dan harimu
Terbelenggu satu
Oleh ucapan manismu

Dan kau bisikkan kata cinta
Kau t'lah percikkan rasa sayang
Pastikan kita seirama
Walau terikat rasa hina

Sekilas kau tampak layu
Jika kau rindukan gelak tawa
Yang warnai Lembar jalan kita
Reguk dan teguklah
Mimpiku dan mimpimu
Terbelenggu satu
Oleh ucapan janjimu

Dan kau bisikkan kata cinta
Kau t'lah percikkan rasa sayang
Akankah kita seirama
Saat terikat rasa hina

:: Bila kau tak disampingku ::

Tak seharusnya kita terpisah,
Tak semestinya kita bertengkar,
Karna diriku masih butuh kau,
Maafkanlah sikapku...
Lupakanlah salahku..itu,
Terlalu bodoh untuk diriku,
Menahan berat jutaan rindu,
Apalagi menahan egoku,
Maafkanlah sikapku...
Lupakanlah salahku...
Luapkan kepadaku...

Takkan kubiarkan kau menangis,
Takkan kubiarkan kau terkikis,
terluka perasaan oleh semua ucapanku,
Maafkanlah semua sifat kasarku,
Bukan maksud untuk melukaimu,
Aku hanyalah orang yang penuh rasa cemburu...
Bila kau tak di sampingku

:: Anugerah terindah yang pernah ku miliki ::

Melihat tawamu
Mendengar senandungmu
Terlihat jelas di mataku
Warna-warna indahmu

Menatap langkahmu
Meratapi kisah hidupmu
Terlihat jelas bahwa hatimu
Anugerah terindah yang pernah kumiliki

Sifatmu nan s'lalu
Redahkan ambisiku
Tepikan khilafku
Dari bunga yang layu

Saat kau disisiku
Kembali dunia ceria
Tegaskan bahwa kamu
Anugerah terindah yang pernah kumiliki

Belai lembut jarimu
Sejuk tatap wajahmu
Hangat peluk janjimu
Anugerah terindah yang pernah kumiliki

:: Percayakan padaku ::

Saat mata terhalang oleh malam
Tidur dan berkembanglah
Saat Sang pagi kembali menari
Datanglah dengan hati

Bila kau renung pada impianmu
Percayakan padaku
Jalan hidup yg akan engkau tempuh
Percayakan padaku

Tumbuhlah jadi pendampingku
Seiring malam yg menjemput senja
Kekasih percaya padaku
Kau nyata tercipta tuk di sampingku

Kau takkan pernah tau apa yg kau miliki
Hingga nanti kau kehilangan
Maka jangan pernah tinggalkan aku
Kekasih..oh kekasih
Lagu untukmu...oh kekasih

:: Seberapa pantas ::

Seberapa pantaskah kau untuk ku tunggu,
Cukup indahkah dirimu untuk selalu ku nantikan
Mampukan kau hadir dalam setiap mimpi burukku
Mampukah kita bertahan di saat kita jauh..

Seberapa hebat kau 'tuk ku banggakan,
Cukup tangguhkah dirimu untuk selalu ku andalkan, ohhh...
Mampukan kau bertahan dengan hidupku yang malang, ohh..
Sanggupkah kau menyakinkan di saat aku bimbang..

Celakanya...(oh sayang*)
Hanya kaulah yang benar-benar aku tunggu,
Hanya kaulah yang benar-benar memahamiku,
Kau pergi dan hilang ke mana pun kau suka

Celakanya...(oh sayang*)
Hanya kaulah yang pantas untuk kubanggakan,
Hanya kaulah yang sanggup untuk aku andalkan,
Di antara pedih aku slalu menantimu..

Seberapa hebat kau 'tuk kubanggakan,
Cukup tangguhkah dirimu untuk selalu ku andalkan..ohh...
Mampukah kau bertahan dengan hidup ku yang malang oh...
Sanggupkah kau menyakinkan di saat aku bimbang..

Mungkin kini kau t'lah menghilang tanpa jejak,
Mengubur semua indah kenangan,
Tapi aku slalu menunggumu di sini,
Bila saja kau berubah pikiran ohhh...heyyy..heyy

Ohhh.... Ohhh... Ohhh... Ohhh... ... ...

:: Tunjukkan Padaku ::

Tenangkan resahku,
bila langkahku terasa berat
Teduhkan jiwaku,
bila matahari bersinar terlalu pijar
Karena dirimu satu-satunya yang kuandalkan
saat diriku tak mampu berdiri di sini,
sendiri
Ceritakan sayang
hari-hari yang t'lah kau lalui
Katakanlah sayang
semua hal yang kau benci dari diriku
Cobalah.. cobalah tuk mengerti keadaan ini
aku rapuh
saat kau tinggalkan...

Tunjukan...
padaku...
kau slalu mencintaiku
jadilah...
pelindung bagi sayapku
Aku berjanji aku berjanji
slalu menemani langkahmu
dalam setiap helai napasmu

Bangunkan tidurku
bila kau terjaga lebih dulu
Bergegaslah sayang
kita isi indahnya makna hari ini
Cobalah.. cobalah tuk mengerti keadaan ini
aku rapuh
saat kau tinggalkan...

:: Berhenti berharap ::

aku tak percaya lagi
atas apa yang kau beri
aku terhempas di sini
tersudut menunggu mati

aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
yang sinarnya terangi
sudut gelap hati ini

aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta kudapat

mengapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
mengapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan

ooo..oooo

aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kuterima.. kekalahanku

aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kusalurkan.. kemenanganku

kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita

:: Berai ::

Terlambatkah tepati janji
Saat kau melangkah 'tuk pergi
Yakinkah ini semua, yang telah kita bina
Terjaga oleh kelam
Dan terimbas dengan seram

Kau kemasi kasih sayangmu
Bergegas ambil langkah sendu
Yakinlah ini semua, yang harus kita rasa
Terjaga oleh kelam
Dan terimbas dengan seram

Haruskah kau 'kan pergi
Bila semua 'kan sepi
Haruskah kau kembali
Saat kau baca lirih ini

:: Tentang Hidup ::

Akhirnya semua terjadi juga
Yang kutakutkan yang kuelakkan
Keresahan ini tak seharusnya terjadi
Seakan jurang tercipta untuk kita

S’lalu kucoba menghangatkanmu
Dengan sebatang lilin di tengah badai ini
Akupun tak ingin kau meredup dan membeku
Dan lilin ini segalanya yang tersisa

Coba berusaha untuk lebih mencintaiku
Aku ‘kan mencoba hal yang sama
Aku pun tak ingin meninggalkan tempat ini
Apa yang kaurasakan aku juga merasakan
Bertahan sayang dengan do’a mu
Kucoba bertanya pada Tuhanku
Percayalah sayang ku tak ingin semuanya berakhir
Ku berusaha untuk s’lalu di sini

Coba berusaha untuk lebih mencintaiku
Aku 'kan mencoba hal yang sama
Bentangkan maumu kita raih semuanya
Apa yang kau inginkan aku juga memimpikan
Rindukanlah diriku selagi punya waktu
Hargailah diriku kutahu engkau mampu

:: Pemuja Rahsia ::

Kuawali hariku dengan mendoakanmu agar kau s’lalu

Sehat dan bahagia di

sana

…

Sebelum kau melupakanku lebih jauh, sebelum

Kau meninggalkan ku lebih jauh…

Ku tak pernah berharap kau ‘

kan

merindukan

Keberadaanku yang menyedihkan ini

Ku hanya ingin bila kau melihatku kapanpun,

Dimanapun hatimu ‘

kan

berkata seperti ini…

Pria inilah yang jatuh hati padamu

Pria inilah yang

kan

s’lalu memujamu…

Aha… yeah… aha… yeah…

Begitu para rapper coba menghiburku

Na na na na na

Akulah orang yang akan selalu menaruh bunga dan

Menuliskan cinta di atas meja kerjamu

Akulah orang yang

kan

selalu mengawasimu

Menikmati indahmu dari sisi gelapku

Dan biarkan aku jadi pemujamu

Jangan pernah hiraukan perasaan hatiku

Tenanglah tenang pujaan hatiku sayang

Aku takkan sampai hati bila menyentuhmu

Mungkin kau takkan pernah tahu

Betapa mudahnya kau ‘tuk dikagumi

Mungkin kau takkan pernah sadar

Betapa mudahnya kau ‘tuk dicintai

Akulah orang yang akan selalu memujamu

Akulah orang yang akan selalu mengintai mu

Akulah orang yang akan selalu memujamu

Akulah orang yang akan selalu mengintaimu

Karena hanya dengan perasaan rinduku yang dalam padamu

Kupertahankan hidup

Maka hanya dengan jejak-jejak hatimu

Ada

arti kutelusuri hidup ini

Selamanya hanya kubisa memujamu

Selamanya hanya kubisa merindukanmu

* * * do u rememberthe time.. 2704-02-2212 * * *

the 'peterpan' in me

2006-02-08T01:06:00.000Z

::Dedicated to a 'lost' friend 2704-02-2212::
semua tentang kita

Waktu terasa semakin berlalu
Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
Akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
‘Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa

Teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama
Ceritakan semua tentang kita

:: Ada Apa Denganmu ::

Sudah, maafkan aku
Segala salahku
Dan bila kau tetap bisu
Ungkapkan salahmu

Dan aku, sifatku
Dan aku, khilafku
Dan aku, cintaku
Dan aku, rinduku

Sudah, lupakan semua
Segala berubah
Dan kita terlupa
Dan kita terluka

Kutanya malam
Dapatkah kau lihatnya perbedaan
Yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa
Kau tak berubah
Ada apa denganmu ho ho..

Hanya malam dapat meleburkan
Segala rasa yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa kau tak berubah
Ada apa denganmu

:: Mungkin Nanti ::

Saatnya ku berkata
Mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah Lepaskan semua
Ku yakin inilah waktunya

Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja masa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti
Kita 'kan bertemu lagi
Satu pinta ku jangan kau 'tuk
Bertanya kan kembali
Rasa yang ku tinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin
Saat semua di sini

Dan bila hatimu termenung
Bangun dari mimpi-mimpimu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu
Cerita saat masalahku

Dan mungkin bila nanti
Kita 'kan bertemu lagi
Satu pinta ku jangan kau coba
Tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang ku tinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin
Saat semua di sini
Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi
Simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari
Semua rasa yang kau beri

i'm dying...

2006-02-07T16:25:00.000Z

sooner or later, i will. i dont know when,how,where but in the end, i know i will.
im not asking for it neither denying it instead ..i leave everything to Allah's hand.
b4 my life ends, i know i can never stop asking forgiveness to those i know,care,love or hurt but all i can do is try my best to remain good relation with others,avoid repeating my mistakes & improve some parts of me continuosly coz as u all know,we are still human being.

remember?

wahai tuhan..
Diri ini tidak layak ke syurgaMu
Tapi tidak pula aku sanggup ke nerakaMu
Kutakut kepadaMu
Ku mengharap jua padaMu

:: translation ::

Dear Allah,
I dont deserve Thee Heaven
nor dare Thee Hell
I fear Thee O Allah
I lay on Thee still

Im not trying to prove anything nor show anything but let this be a little 'reminder' about the word we always fear nor dare say or remember,be it...

Death,Mati,Muerte nor Sei (as far as i know)

coz in the end,to me..to refuse is to deny..to deny is to avoid..to avoid is to run..

why? must we run? deep inside,its fear that 'blind' us.

fear that we are sinful with sins..
fear its hurtful to hurt..
fear to let go or go..

actually,there's nothing to let go..nothing to hurt
and yet sinful enough to consider as a 'sin'
excuse me if im wrong but dont easily make judgement

coz..

who knows better of our action is right or wrong rather than Allah?
who knows if you have enough 'iman' to Allah rather than Allah?
who knows better if we are through of everything you face rather than Allah?
wallahualam..

u may have heard this but my full respect to a friend of mine who 'reminded' me through her blog where i agree with the same conclusion as proverb say..

life is about trials & errors where we will not taste the 'swetness' of life
b4 going through the 'sourness' of it and throughout the journey,
we face our own ups & down which as we know are actually a 'test' to those Allah cared most and a way to not juz enhance our iman & amal but experience 'life'
and remember continuosly that Allah will never leave us as long as we dont 'leave'Allah.Wallahualam*

to be able to crawl b4 u walk..
to fall b4 u stand..
to jog b4 u run..
to look b4 u leapt..
to jump b4 u reach..
and finally..
walking proudly but humbly..
cautiosly but curtously..

even 'taubat' @ 'taubah' as i borrow my Abi's word is actually to first feel sorry and asking forgiveness to Allah & those involve if you can,
to stop our wrongdoing then completely forgetting whatever sins or mistake we've done and turn a new leaf by slowly improving our attitude and ourself and towards others too.insyaAllah*

by these,we must be able to let things happen for whatever that have been prescribed for us.to go hrough the pain no matter how hurt it is because than it is Allah who will 'pick' u and 'held' u close and eventually 'heal' the 'wound' Allah made.
never..never..EVER..stop asking,praying and hoping bcoz patience is what it takes.

zikir,fikir(think)& himmah is what SAQ used to say.
forgive me but im not fit enough to explain who SAQ is
all i can say is that SAQ is a respectful person that Abi knows for quite a long time
and i trust SAQ the way Abi trust him along with others,insyaAllah
for more information,hopefully this will help:

http://www.shaykhabdalqadir.com/

apart from all,i know that i will continuosly be walking & stumbling,
walking through the road either straight or edgy
bumpy or smoothly at least i get to see the world
and look at whatever that goes along the way..

maybe the scenery i look is blurry,clearly,ugly or superbly beautiful
but at least ive seen it all,experiencing bits of life
sharing parts of life and perhaps
die peacefully knowing the fact that at least
i try to live myself up the fullest
achieve my goals step by step without hurrying
but actually enjoying the scenery along the journey
or least expecting and realizing that i have done my part
to the level i can carry and end my journey Fisabilillah.Amin*

stick with you ~ pussy cat doll

2006-02-06T14:06:00.000Z

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
And I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say [Hey]

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick wit chu
Forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick wit chu
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick wit chu

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our private lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me [one for me]
What I'm sayin'

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick wit chu
Forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick wit chu [nobody]
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick wit chu
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick wit chu

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need [nothing else i can need]
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you (Baby,I'm with you baby)
Baby, you're with me (Baby,You're with me)

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's why i say ,hey

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick wit chu
Forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick wit chu
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick wit chu
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick wit chu

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick wit chu
Forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick wit chu
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick wit chu
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick wit chu

the long parchment

2006-02-06T04:00:00.000Z

hehe.. i like to hear various song..kenkdg my frens pun pelik coz i like wat they dont like..and ade plak some yg diaorg x tau pun..juz me myslef & I ..

still..i dont care wat ppl say..kenkdg i feel good that they dont know..sbb then i will hv my own hide out or something..suke tgk org blur bila x tau..konon i know something they dont know la..hehe..biarlah..

mostly..im attach to korean song..b4 craze korea lagi i had my ears on korean song..
if im not mistaken..through MTV award kot..ade group korea nama JTL perform and lagu dia mmg best..wpun x tau lagu ape..hehe..layan je.zasst!
ms tu xde internet sgt..still Dial Up..nk download pun x reti ..so frustrated gak la..
then..datang winter sonata..terus minat Ryu..especially theme song WS labut i prefer My Memory..lirik dia..mmg best la..lain dari yg lain..well..compared to malay lirik nowadays..

kini dgn adanya streaymx..segalanya semakin mudah..hehe..
still..as time goes bye..dah lupa dah bnyk lagu yg i used to like..nama penyanyi pun x tau..juz tau lagu je..
bila play kat radio..rasa best sgt..teringat zmn dolu2..hehe

remember..antara gadis,jgn diucap slmt tinggal,gadis misteri,fiona,suci dlm debu
isabella (lagu evergreen tu..nyanyi dari kecik sampai beso kt toilet..hehe)
frankly,im into spring..pesanan buat kekasih..i like the lirik..to me..its jiwang yg dihormati..hehe..sbb wpun dia br8 tapi dia still hope d best 4 the girl he love..

yeh yeh..everyone have they sentimental side...what? xkan hari2 nak ROCK..hehe
everytime ppl ckp im jiwang dsb. id say..hanya jiwang yg bkualiti je..i dont like jiwang yg over..especially spoon,spin,scoin,toink ting tong tue..entah pape..plus the new generation of so called band tapi lagu dia...eee..lomah smgt tul..in this case tentulah New Boyz,Boboy yg naik nama..hehe

some band ..konon my drum,gitar dsb tapi in the end..lagu jiwang tu gak nk nyanyi..
x smgt tul mendgr! stakat tu je ke lagu melayu? ptt la org lebih suka dgr lagu barat
still..masih ada lagu yg best & respectful..in this case..isalute Habsah Hassan ..one of the best lyrcist la.. M.Nasir pun orait gak..lagu2 dia bkualiti cuma sometime xleh masuk his level la.

lyricist lain..x tau la..Loloq mcm best plak wpun at 1st i thought that dia mmt jiwang..dont judge his look la nmpknye.pepun, CT & Amy Mastura dah mula go for lyric-king ..sbg new born..not bad la.(not bcoz i like them) cuma still kena brush up la..kata omputih..still have room for improvement.insyaAllah

most lirik yg best is english song la..expecially lagu2 Boyzone,Whitney,MLTR,Celine Dion(dia yg paling POWER..dia mmg betul2 hayati lagu)..mostly lagu cintan gak cuma as i say..respected jiwang.

now,even the western pun dah recycle lagu2 diaorg..i guess not all from west is good.kan?mmg pun..hehe..but still ade la yg bagus..cuma dah x bkualiti sgt..juz stereotaip kata org..so ..this tendiness happen kat memane..lagu korea dgn jepun pun..siann...

sume nk ikut org..x best la..create ur own identity la patutnye..nk copy pun jgn la 100%..hurm..some ppl juz dont understand...wont understand..actually
as for me..hopefully i can make originality in my upcoming creation..true..im into lyric making gak cuma not as professional la..i try but not much la..mostly it turn out from puisi..sesape yg kenal close mmg tau im a bit poetic la.usually i write in english..its easier for me to express yg my feeling.

few time,sempat gak masuk competition..tapi stakat skola la..menang pun sbb pyertaan sikit je and perhaps im juz the best among worst.pepun x kisah la..afterwards nak try hntr kat paper kot..juz to see how far i can go.hehe

pernah write cerpen dsb tapi x terhantar..hehe..slalu terbehenti tgh jln..x suka perabis coz idea x slalunye masuk..juz stop pastu smbng balik bila ada idea.artwork cmni mana leh straight je non stop..kena relax..amik angin..research ke..cari idea..brain storming dulu..

in school ade sorg senior ..Siti Hajar Mohd Zaki..cerpen dia ade dlm novel form 4/5
x silap..not bad gak la writing dia..cuma i prefer cerpen yg dia save kat komp skola kat libarary..i happen to read some piece of her writing masa dia still skool ctu.
x tau ape tajuk dia tapi dia among the gem in badawi la expecially Cikgu Ysof.he's very proud of her.

datz i why i prefer to take art stream rather than sains.lgpun,x layak pun..hehe
tapi bagus gak i dont do well in those subject coz it gives me the chance to realize my own passion.writing...insyaAllah*

this is where yasmin ahmad come along..dia mmg one respectful story maker.sume org pun tahu..kan? cuma some ppl x suka sgt dia..tapi i dont care..hehe
to me..i knowi f some1 is worth it or not..at my own level & perception la.
datz why i like CT..ehhe..x kisah la ape org ckp..im still with CT.

others..as u all know..Jay Chou..lagu2 dia mmg best..almost all song i like..never let me down..hehe..and right now.. Dewa..sejak Mistikus Cinta..plus Element juz lagu Arjuna Mencari Cinta ms tu tunggu dpn NTV7 je sbb slalu ade vklip dia..kul 12 hehe..and of coz la so7 cuma not all of their song..

whatever it is..ppl still write..song..books..so..good la gak cuma hopefully writing in Malysia will improve la.ok..till now

Harry Potter ~ Goblet Of Fire

2006-01-23T14:07:00.000Z

my favourite scene

Music Video

2006-01-23T08:34:00.000Z

JTL ~ A Better Day

2006-01-19T12:10:00.000Z

KOREAN

A Better day
wae nal teo na gat seo
Another way ah moo reon mal eop see
ah reum ta weot teon oo ri deul eui choo eok
ee che doo peon ta si dol ah oh chi an ha
ee pyeol ee ee reoh ke swip ke da ga ol keo ra ye gam hal soo eop
teon na gi peum deul peum eul ham ke na noo deon oo ri geu reoh ke he
eo chyeo ya man haet teon oo ri dol ee gil soo eop neun chi nan si gan
neo wa ham ke haet teon tong an soon soo haet teon ah reum ta weot teon na nal
teul moh doo ga oo ri eul poo reo weo haet teon na nal teul ah moo geot to
poo reo ool keot ee eop seot teon si gan deul keu reoh ke eo doo oon kwa
ga sok eh nae ga neo reul man nan keon haeng oon ee eot seo

Rap

Yo! eui mi eop neun ha roo ha ro chi chi go oe ro oon nae yeong hon
eh han chool ki pit chi doe eo chat cha on neo se sang moo eot kwa doh
pa gool soo do ee roo mal hal soo cho cha do eop teon neo eui chak
ko hae mal gat teon neo eui geu noon pit tan han peon eui ip mat choom eu
ro se sang ee mo doo nae geot ee doe go nan haeng pok haet ko ee
chen ne ga eop neun neo eui pin cha ri pa ra po neun ee ma eum sok
kip eun kot eui heo cheon ham ah moo geot toh hae chool soo ep teon na reul
yong seo hae

oo ri seo ro sarang haet teon chi nan kyeo ool ro dol ah ga go sip chi
man ee che neun neo moo do man heun si gan ee chi nan keot eul kae dal
ah neo moo na do pal ri heul reo ga neun si gan ee che nae ge da
ga ol to da reun ee pyeol eui se gye deu geop ke da go nae ri neun
doo pyam wi wui noon mool teul heui mi hae chyeo ga neun choo eok sok eui sa
chin teul ta si mot ol choo eok ee ra hae do soh choong hi gan chik hae
chweo nae ge choon oo ri eui ah reum ta oon ki eok teul eul

**toh da reun se sang sok eul hyang hae hyang hae (oh oh oh)
nal ta si do si chak ha ke ha ke (oh oh oh)
teo ee sang neo reul chat chin an ha an ha (oh oh oh)
mi ryeo eop see neo reul it cheo it cheo (oh oh oh)

ENGLISH

A better day
why did you leave me?
another waywithout a word
our beautiful memories
will not return to us again

i never even imagined that we could part so easily
after sharing joys and sorrows, we had to separate
we can't return to pure time together
every pure, beautiful day
everyone was jealous of us
but there was nothing to be jealous of
even though our past was a dark time
i consider myself lucky to have met you

Rap

yo! each meaningless day
you found your way to be a light to my tired and lonely soul
more than anything else in this world
we can't change spoken words
i can't explain itthe small and pure light from your eyes
with one kiss the world became mine and i felt blessed
now as i feel the emptiness of your leaving
there is a void deep in my heart
please forgive my inability to do anything for you

although i want to return to the winter of our love
i realize now that too much time has passed
time flows too fast
and it will bring new hot tears that roll down my cheeks with another goodbye
pictures inside dimming memories
although im told those memories won't return
please treasure the memories that i gave you of us

i face a new world (oh oh oh)
to start a new me (oh oh oh)
i wont long for you anymore (oh oh oh)
i'll forget you without regrets (oh oh oh)
i face a new world (oh oh oh)
to start a new me (oh oh oh)
i wont long for you anymore (oh oh oh)
i'll forget you without regrets (oh oh oh)

Jo...Ho...Ho.. ^__^

2006-01-19T08:35:00.000Z

juz got back from jhr..jd 'musafir lalu' jap..hehe
balik kampung pastu sesambil tu tido rumah kwn lame & spupu
drpd terperap kt rumah,baik chow duduk kampung.
Rilek sket & ade gak org nak hang around.

while im there,sempat la shopping sket.sethn skali,bila lagi?
ade good bargain,ade x..myesal tp x myesal.hehe
turun jb around sminggu, kat ctu lg best shoppin tapi sygnya..fulus makin sket..
kalau tau awl2 ctu best,xde la nak shoppin kat BP dulu.hurm,xpelah..at least dah tau so boleh la planning 4 da next shopping spree..hehe

kat jb,duduk rumah aisyah..ol fren ms kt UK dulu..siblings dia 11..! peh! adik2 dia..sakinah,anniyah tu sjibik mcm aisyah & hani dedulu..kamcing habis.pastu si hamiza..chubby giler & dah pandai pakai kain batik.hehe sume tu diaorg punye keje la..best la main dgn diaorg..wpun semput gak kekdg.hehe kat rumah uncle Zuhaimy pun same semput..double semput rasanye.si aisha dgn hayyan tu 24 jam ikut kinah,kinah turun amik air jap pun nak ikut.haha.rasa mcm cikgu tadika lak coz kena control bebudak tu.

alhamdulilah diaorg x bnyk songeh wpun penat mlyn diaorg main boardgame: Guess Who? & congkak..huh! terrer tul diaorg main..kinah pun kalah (mmg x reti main sgt pun.hehe).kat ctu..keje tgk vcd & ASTRO je..dah xde bende nak wat.oklah gak coz dpt la catch up movie yg slama ni tlps nk tgk.cuma,satu je yg kalo bleh nak avoid..kena geletek..waa...geli tau!

pepun,kids mmg adorable tapi handling them & raising every kids tue mmg respect betul kat parents yg sgup bsbr..tmasuk la cikgu2 preschool.hehe.hayyan & aisha tu cbuk je duduk on my laps sorg sblh..x tau ke org ni dahlah kurus..??? sejibik lagi mcm kinah & adam ms kecik dulu (same geng sarip dol dgn aisha & hayyan la..berebut duduk atas peha um..hehe)

went to ldg lembu & kambing uncle Z, bau kat situ...Uwek...!!! x thn..!! still,kambing dia cute.hehe.ade yg manje..ade yg besar giler..gerun plak bila diaorg julur kepala kuar.hehe
had a minor accident on d way back actually tapi x serius pun.luckyly la naik Mercz,yg damage keta dpn (kancil) tapi juz bumper je.Uncle Z tlps break ms nk traffic tgh movin.

at last,kak aiza kawin.slh sorg calon yg sesuai dibuat kakak ipar.hehe..still..my kak ct is the best!
so,kinah 'rewang' (tlg) la kat kenduri dia..both ms nikah(25 Dis) & the real kenduri (14 Jan).ada majlis khatam Quran,sedap gak sora kak aiza ngaji..berlagu kata org tua2.Upi pun join khatam gak tapi 'back drop singer' la.hehe

fuh! penat betul rewang! wat tu wat ni..tup tup dah kul 1 pagi..tup tup..majlis dah stat.pepun,meriah la bila sume pakat gtg ryg (msk sendiri..!).so,sesambil wat keje, sesambil msk utk geng rewang.peh! 24 jam ada makanan..! kerepek la,kek la,kuih bongkong la,kuih koci la
(handmade mashed keledek!) mmg kenyang betul...smgt je wat keje.hehe.

kinah juz wat keje yg ringan je tapi still penat gak.hehe.bender, 'pesiang' bwg2,apa2 je la yg boleh..pastu tah bape kali la tuka air basuh tgn guest.esoknye,terus pegi berurut..repair sgala urat.peh! sakit giler dia picit! tapi,terus baik la bdnnya..hehe..better drpd 'nenek kebayan' yg 'dtg' ms berurut dgn mak jah ke ape nama dia..aritu kaki cram so panggil org urut la.sminggu lenguh2 bdn lps urut.tapi berbaloi gak coz kurang bnyk 'angin burp2*' hehehe

hurm, kinah 'dipaksa & tpaksa' blaja msk,mgait,myulam. msk tu xpe gak tapi bab2 jahit mjahit nie..lomah sket..habis terbelit jari2 dibuatnye..hehe.sophia la yg nak blaja jahit (my ol fren kat usm dulu) so dia dtg rmh 'bguru' dgn mak tok.last2 skali kinah kena 'torture' suruh blaja..huhu.xpelah..mmg x watpe sgt kat rmh mak tok pun.so,lyn je..

oh ye,Lutfi..anak mak su.dia 'hilang' jap aritu..'misteri nusantara' tul! hehe still..sume ni 'test' drpd Allah je.tapi mmg suspen la gak bila tetibe lutfi x dpt dikesan.al kisahnya,lutfi tetibe x dpt dicari..kata mak nor(pbantu rumah) ..lutfi ckp nk turun g toilet jap..pastu trus 'senyap' je..x naik balik.nak kata lutfi sneak out,x mungkin coz selipar & beskat dia still ade.lutfi jenis pakai kasut & bgtau kalo nak kuar..5 thn katakan so x brani la memandai.kinah plak dah mmg jg 'cik guard' jap ms tu coz duduk kt ruang tamu dpn..tgk 'Sanay Wala Nang Wakas' kat TV dpn.all pintu kunci,mak tok ade kat blkg so..sume pakat cari,x jumpa..selongkar habis satu rumah...dekat dua jam..baru tetiba Lutfi 'pop-out' dari almari blkg tmpt mak tok 'lepak'..siap ckp 'Hi' lagi..hampeh tul! yg peliknye,almari tu dah di check oleh 5 org bturut2 tapi x jumpa pun...???? wallahualam*

finally,kena balik penang.naik la bas KKKL tue wpun actually nak naik train tapi xde plak stesn ketapi kat bp..kat kluang je yg paling dekat pun (1 hour ride).pepun,mlm tu btolak la skali kak lang yg nak blk Tganu .lapar giler during the journey,driver cuma stop kat toilet je.nak dekat baru stop kat R&R..tu pun..nak btolak baru prasan bas tu x kunci pintu.cess..!! sebaik dh mkn nasi b4 btolak wpun x kenyang sgt.

now that im back,keje duduk dpn komp je.in the mean time,nak revise Math SPM coz nk amik July Paper.insyaallah..tu pun kalo rajin buat..so kinah kena la gi tuition to make sure i study.hehe.time lain,kalo sempat,nak help out kat pre-school class kat MPSAH & tgk kuliah cos2 kat USM.juz wanna find out the cos i want.right now,still undecided yet cuma kinah akan pilih USM la utk further study kalau dpt.insyaAllah

hehe juz made 'TaMaLa' @ Tandoor+Masala yg kinah hentam kromo msk je.hehe.rempah Tandoori Maggie tapi the result i get is Masala (sort of).tpaksalah msk sbb Um balik lmbt.hehe
ok till now..tu pun..tah sape la yg rajin sgt baca.i know i do..hehe..adios*

Alex Ubago ~ A Gritos De Esperanza (OST Luna)

2006-01-18T11:57:00.000Z

A pesar, que la luna no brille, mañana,
Dará igual, solo verte reir
Es lo que me hace feliz, mi alma.

Y es verdad que una mirada distinta
O algún gesto más frío, se clava,
En mi pecho daga del desconcierto pero amor,
Ahí está la magia.

Porque te veo niña y ya te hecho de menos,
No imagino mis heridas si algún día te vas lejos,
Por esto, mi vida.

Si preguntan por mi, no les digas donde fui,
Que tu alma sea fuerte cuando mires hacia el frente,
No recuerdes todo lo que no te di.

Es que quedan tantas cosas por contarte y que me cuentes
Tantos ratos y pasiones por vivir, a tu lado, oh mi vida.

Y ojalá, que nuestros ojos si brillen, mañana,
Que tu voz siga pidiéndome a gritos amor,
A gritos de esperanza.

Ahora que te tengo no pienso perder el tiempo,
Ni perderme por mi absurdo ego ni un solo momento,
Se esfuma, el miedo.

Y si preguntan por mi, no les digas donde fui,
Que tu alma sea fuerte cuando mires hacia el frente,
No recuerdes todo lo que no te di.

Que tu luz brille por siempre porque tu te lo mereces
Y perdona si algún día pretendí,
Que no fueras, oh tu misma.

Y si preguntan por ti, solo diré que te vi,
En mis sueños una noche
Y solo sueño desde entonces,
Para verte cada día junto a ti.

Es que quedan tantas cosas por contarte y que me cuentes
Tantos ratos y pasiones por vivir, a tu lado, oh mi vida.
A tu lado.

Me muero por suplicarte
Que no te vayas, mi vida,
Me muero por escucharte decir
Las cosas que nunca digas,
Mas me callo y te marchas,
Mantengo la esperanza
De ser capaz algun dia
De no esconder las heridas
Que me duelen al pensar
Que te voy queriendo
Cada dia un poco mas.

Cuanto tiempo vamos a esperar?..

Transalation

To Shouts of Hope

Although the moon does not shine tomorrow it will give equal,
because single verte me to laughit is what me it makes happy, my soul.
And it is truth that a different glanceor algun cold gesture but,
nailsin my chest the dagger of the disagreement but love,
there this magía.

Now that I see you girl already I miss to you
I do not imagine my wounds if someday you go away far
It wanted, by this...

That if asks for me, you do not say to them where fuí
That your soul is strong, and when you watch towards the front
you do not remember everything what not dí you.
And it is that they are left so many things by contarte and that you tell me,
so many short whiles and passions to live,to your side, oh my life, to your side.
And hopefully, that our eyes if they shine,
tomorrowand that your voice continues requesting to me to shouts, love,to hope shouts.
Now that I have to you I do not think to waste the tim
eneither to lose me by my absurd ego nor a single moment
One disappears, the fear.
And if they ask for me,
you do not say to them where fuí
That your soul is strong,
and when you watch towards the front
you do not remember everything what not dí you.

That your light shines by always because you deserve it,
And it pardons if someday I tried that you were not,
oh your same one.
And if they ask for tí, single I will say that ví youin my dreams one night and single dream since then in order to see every day me next to tí.
And it is that they are left so many things by contarte and that you tell me,
so many short whiles and passions to live,to your side, oh my life, to your side.

Forever Loving You ~ Paran

2006-01-18T11:53:00.000Z

Hello, I believe you Let me here you still need me tonight
I’ll stay the world with you I have a story, too
It’s been a long time since we been a long all the night
I’ll be with you all day and be forever by you
Be forever with you

* I believe in you all of my life
How can we be just as one
I don’t want you to stay alone now
Wait for me and we'll be find
When you want me l'll come to you
I don't want you do be alone tonight
I believe in our love to stay alive
I can survive here unless
I can stay with you
I'll be with you all day,
and say that I love you.
say that I love you. woo~war

* I believe in you all of my life(all of my life)
How can we be just as one(just as one)
I don’t want you to stay alone now
Wait for me and we'll be find(and will be find)
When you want me l'll come to you(come to you)
I don't want you do be alone tonight
I believe in our love to stay alive
I've lost in love affairs(love affairs)
now I know I find the one(I find the one)
Feelings of loneliness for once and over now..ah~

* I believe in you all of my life(I believe in you )
How can we be just as one
I don't want you to stay alone now(i don`t wanna miss you war)
Wait for me and we'll be find(and will be find woo yeah~)
When you want me l'll come to you (l'll come to you)
I don't want you do be alone tonight
I believe in our love to stay alive( stay alive)

* I believe in you all of my life How can we be just as one(I believe yeah)
I don’t want you to stay alone now
Wait for me and we'll be find
When you want me l'll come to you (I believe in you, you believe me I wanna stay alive)
I don't want you do be alone tonight I believe in our love to stay alive(stay alive)
I believe in our love to stay alive

Hei Se Mao Yi ~ Black Woolen Sweater

2006-01-16T12:29:00.000Z

Yi Jian Hei Se Mao Yi
One black woolen sweater

Liang Ge Ren De Hui Yi
Two person's memories

Yu Guo Zhi Hou Geng Nan Wang Ji
After the rain, it becomes harder to forget

Wang Ji Wo Hai Ai Ni
Forgot that I still love you

Ni Bu Yong Zai Yi
You don't have to mind

Liu Lei Ye Zhi Shi Gang Hao Er Yi
As the tears are just a coincidence

Wo Zao Yi Jing Dai Zai Gu Di
I'm already at the bottom of the valley

Wo Zhi Dao Bu Neng Zai Liu Zhu Ni
I know I can't hold you back

Ye Zhi Dao Bu Neng Mei You Gu Qi
And I know that I cannot lose my strength

Gan Ji Ni Rang Wo Yong You Qiu Tian De Mei Li
But I'm grateful that you let me know what autumn’s beauty is

Kan Zhe Na Bai Se De Qing Ting
Looking at the white dragonfly

Zai Kong Zhong Wang Le Qian Jin
Motionless in air, as if it has forgotten how to go forward

Hai Neng Bu Neng Chong Xin Bian Zhi
Can it be knitted again

Nao Hai Zhong Qi Mao Qiu De Ji Yi
The torrent of memories in my mind?

Zai Shuo Wo Ai Ni
Once again, let me say "I Love You"

Ke Neng Yu Ye Bu Hui Ting
Maybe then, the rain will never stop

Hei Se Mao Yi
Black woolen sweater

Chang Zai Na Li
Where is it hidden?

Jiu Rang Hui Yi Yong Yuan Ting Zai Na Li
Just let memories stop there, forever

stpm...huurrayy..sigh*

2005-12-01T11:42:00.000Z

finally completed my stpm exam..never been so exhausted..tensioned..terrified..nervous..anxious all my life as a student.All my energy were completely drained together with my brain..hehe..

apart form having only a few days to 'brush-up' my memory on all four subject..wainting patiently for every exam to finally over..not being able to sleep..quite ..well eventhough i managed to get to sleep by 11pm only bcoz i dont want to mess my body-clock..and im really bad in 'stay up' thing..never managed to be still 'awake' by 10pm..

(i stands for the 8 or at least 6 hours of sleep no matter what!)

anyway..overall ..my exam's weren't as bad i thought id go through.The q's were considerably~easy at my level of knowledge id say.

(im reading Harry Potter right now,got a bit 'spell-bound' with it: explaining why im writing in this mode)

History..the last paper, History of Asia & Malaysia didnt turn out that easy.as id say to few,its a 50-50 chance..now that i hardly answer the most reasonable answer 2 out of 4 Q's..and so they say..the rest is HISTORY..!
i still give a lil hope that i pray so much that my history paper 1: World & Islamic History will somehow..support the most marks rather that paper 2 that i haf-jumping about my 'freedom' due to the end of stpm.sigh*

Economy: Macro & Micro was surprisingly the best paper id ever answer smoothly well..though despite the fact that it had been the most feared paper id doubt that i can still managed to remain my marks just as well as i did in form 4 & 5 th year~once. Thankfully,the Q's in it was some what i happened to put my 'brush-up' part.Alhamdulillah

Pengajian Am @ General Study, both paper 1 & 2 turnout to be well answered though some of the Q's were quite challenging but thankfully that the Graph part i have to do weren't as much a trouble as i did in my usual exercise..im really bad in differentizing what graph to make if its Bar Graph Q's.Thank God it Pie Chart though i almost forgot to write down the percentage on the graph (been 'brushing-up' with my Bar Graph skill actually). but it was juz a nick of time that i managed to fill in the percentage and hand in the answer.Alhamdulillah again..

Bahasa Melayu,well..the 'Analisis Kesalahan' thing were a bit of my usual not looking forward to score marks (cost 15 marks tho) manage to detect only one 'easy' error over 5-7 at least error should be found.the essay turn out tobe about 'kemelesetan' which i continously exposed of since i start my economy subject that i oviously enjoy answering and all the other Q's after that. However, im not sure id get A but its good enough that i can say i have secured some considerable passing marks..juz to be in the safe side.insyaAllah

juz about that, i hope i managed to improve into Band 5 at least in upcoming MUET result and together with my upcoming Math's July Paper: repeat Math SPM..hehe..that i hope to improve my last 'pass' mark..and with it as i said..with my stpm result and Muet..i finally secure a place in University which im still undecided despite of the persuadation i get from my parents to enter USM..instead my dream for UMS..or at least somewhere far enough to be ..'independent' like other teenager wants.

ive known USM too well that i never managed to 'graduate' from it eversince i know 'her'.
i stayed there long enough for anyone to recognize me as a student in that U. quite a familiar face ive been.so,its clear to see why i need a lil 'fresh-air' plus trying not to be attached with so called 'cabel' thing thought if i did enter which by the way never bothered me as long as i enter it base solely on my qualification~i hope.

the course..id say its finally the time to choose but still..im not decided even after a lot of interest in here and there.im a bit picky..only bcoz i want it to be a course that i enjoy and capable of handling it.it helps,right? i hate having regrets.. dont want to waste my time doing something i dont desire..forcing myself into it will only make me in depression. dont want to go through that all over again. sigh* how will i ever find my 'soul-mate' in the future..right? juz waiting for 'The One' and for now..it is Allah whod be only ONE i want.insyaAllah

hurm,let's see.. plans is easily made but accomplishing it..is not what i can do juz yet for my 'freedom' that i finally enjoy~for now. i was planning to do so many thing,wall climbing,travelling,drum-lesson which none of it i managed to do.still,an unfinished
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince is yet something i managed to achieve and distract me for a while b4 moaning about not being to do this and that. ( i thought so,tho)

despite all,im completing all the korean drama that i can managed to watch and download..hehe..dont worry mum..i'll delete it after finish watching it..she's been complaining about the hard disk that kept loosing its 'memory' hehe

and so..the story ends-for now

Gui Ji ~ Orbit

2005-11-13T13:54:00.000Z

Gui Ji

zen me yin cangwo de bei
shangshi qu ni de di fang
ni de fa xiangsan de cong mang
wo yi jing gen bu shang

bi shang yan jing
hai neng kan jian
ni li qu de hen ji
zai yue guang xia yi zhi zhao xun na xiang nian de shen ying

ru guo shuo fen shou shi ku tong de qi dian
na zai zhong dian zhi qian
wo yuan yi zai ai yi bian
xiang yao dui ni shuo de
bu gan shuo de ai
hui bu hui you ren ke yi ming bai

wo hui fa zhe dai
ran hou wang ji ni
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
xiang zhe na yi tian
hui you ren dai ti
rang wo bu zai xiang nian ni

wo hui fa zhe da
ran hou wei wei xiao
jie zhe jin jin bi shang yan
you xiang le yi bian
ni wen rou de lian
zai wo wang ji zhi qian
xin li de yan lei
mo hu le shi xian
ni yi kuai kan bu jian

Orbit

How can I hide my sorrow?
The place I lost you
The scent of your hair
Scatters hastilyI already cannot follow it
Close my eyesI can still see
The vestige of when you left
Under the moonlight
Always been searching for
That figure that I miss
If you said that break up is the starting point of pain
Then before the finish line
I am willing to love again
Want to say to you
The love I dare not say
Will there be someone who understands?
I will be staring blankly
Then forget you
Shortly after that I will tightly close my eyes
Thinking of which day
When there will be someone to be in your place
To make me not think about you anymore

On Myung ~ Destiny (Full House)

2005-11-13T13:14:00.000Z

Transalation

I don’t really know love
I didn’t know it’d come like this
I can’t seem to control my heart when it comes to love
I wouldn’t have started if I knew it’d be like this
Now that it’s too late to turn back, I’m having regrets

I hoped you wouldn’t be love
I hoped that you wouldn’t be my love
I told myself I didn’t love you
I hoped we were just passing acquaintances

Because all I’ll have left is pain
But even so, I want you
It’s making me sad
A wrong start.

That’s all I saw it as believed I could let you go any time
I don’t know what went wrong
I have to avoid your love
But I long for you

I hoped you wouldn’t be love
I hoped that you wouldn’t be my love
I told myself I didn’t love you
I hoped we were just passing acquaintances
Because all I’ll have left is pain

But even so,
want youIt’s making me sad
Now I’m nothing without you
I can’t do anything about it
Knowing that I must erase you...
Makes my life harder

SweeT Dream ~ Jang Nara

2005-11-10T03:31:00.000Z

*it's gonna be another day with the sunshine
haet sal eun na eui chang eul pak keh pi choo go
pan cheum noon eul deot seul taen keu dae mi soh ga na reul pan kyo yo

nae pol eh sal chak ip mat choo go sarang han ta go sok sak yot chyo
nae meo ri mat ten Morning coffee hok shi nae ga goom eul goo na yo

When we can get together I feel paradise
ee poh ta teo haeng bok hal soo neun eop get chyo
ah ma keu reol keo eh yo chi geum nae kyot ten keu dae ga it chan ah yo

neo moo heun hae seo na cho cha doh sil reo haet seot teonnae ee reum doh
waen ji keu dae ga pool reo joo myon yeh peu keh man neu gyo ji neh yo

It's gonna be another day with the sunshine
keu dae ga na reul ah reum tap keh ha neh yo
na reul ahn ah jool rae yo sarang han ta go mal hae jool keh yo

When we can get together I feel paradise
ma chi nan yong hwa sok eh joo in kong cho reom
sarang pad ki wi hae seo keu dae mam sok eh ta shi tae eo nan keo chyo

chi geum ee soon gan na poh ta haeng bok han saram eun eop get chyo
gae ji ahn keh hae chweo yo Don't break it nan ee goom ahn eh seo

It's gonna be another day with the sunshine
keu dae ga na reul ah reum tap keh ha neh yo
na reul ahn ah jool rae yo sarng han ta go mal hae jool keh yo

When we can get together I feel paradise
ma chi nan yong hwa sok eh joo in kong cheo reom sarang pat ki wi hae seo
keu dae mam sok eh ta shi tae eo nan keo chyo

Love Leaves Its Scent ~ Tei

2005-11-10T03:15:00.000Z

Sarangun...Hyanggirul Namgigo

Gasum aphaso mogi meyoso anganhimul sobwado
pihe gal sudo mollojijido anhnun ibyoringabwa
nomu nollaso jakku gobnaso usumuro igiryo hedo
nunchiparun nunmuri do monjo algo nal hullo
nan soransure saranghenabwa nol jwoda ine pednun gol boni
bun nomchin hengbogul to shigihenabwa nol boneyaman hanabwa

(I miss the love that I shared with you)
on sesangi chwihan god gatha
nun bushyodon uri chuogi yol orudud bithuldejanha
ni pume saradon naldulgwa kumkuodon sarangi
da busojyo to huthojyo hyanggiro
I can't live without your love

Nega modnaso jabjimotheso dora gasumchyobwado
jiwojijido dorojijido anhnun sarangingabwa
niga miwoso nugul mannaso dashi shijag heboryohedo
sumanhun ni guriumi nal chehage manduro
non naboda do yonggamhangabwa nol saranghanjog obdon god chorom
jal saraganunde nal jiwoganunde nan we nol moshinungoni

(I miss the love that I shared with you)
on sesangi chwihan god gatha
nunbushyodon uri chuogi yol orudud bithuldejanha
ni pume saradon naldulgwa kumkuodon sarangi
da busojyo to huthojyo hyanggiro

Irohge haru ithuri gago nune morojyo saldaga bomyon
onjengan to gasumesodo mudyojinun gorago
gurohge marurhagikaji olmana sawoya nan halji
boiji anhnun nawa to bol su obnun nol aphe dugo

(I miss the love that I shared with you)
gu onjechum jayuroulka
ni ibyoldo mod hange isso ne ane nol deryoganun il
nan gure gwenchanha onuldo no teme him gyowodo
i jidoghan ne aphumdo uriga saranghan hunjogin gol

Transalation

Because my heart hurt, and my throat dry, I tried with all my strength...
But its a separation that cant be avoided, that doesnt go away.
Because I was so surprised, I was so worried, I tried to win over it with laughter
But my tears quickly caught on and they fell down my face
Maybe I loved you noisily, seeing that I give and take you away
Maybe the overflowing happiness had to stop.
Maybe I just had to let you go

(I miss the love that I shared with you)
It seems like I am intoxicated by the whole world
Our blinding memories make me shake like I have a fever
The days when I lived in your arms and the love that I dreamed of,
They all fall down and break apart into a scentI cant live without your love

Because I lacked, because I couldnt hold onto you, I hit my heart
But its a love that cant be erased, that cant be worn out
Because I hated you, I tried to start over with a new person but
My deep yearnings for you makes my stomach upset
Maybe you're braver than me, you act as if you never loved me
And you live on just fine as you erase me,
But why cant I forget you??

(I miss the love that I shared with you)
It seems like I am intoxicated by the whole world
Our blinding memories make me shake like I have a fever
The days when I lived in your arms and the love that I dreamed of,
They all fall down and break apart into a scentI cant live without your love

Like so, a day or two passes, and I live as you get farther,
And it'll probably all get buried in my heart...
I tried and fought so hard to say those words
In front of our invisible selves.

(I miss the love that I shared with you)
When will I ever be free?
Your separation didnt do one thing-
It didnt take you away from inside of me
But yea, Im alright, even if I struggled today because of you
Because this venomous pain is a reminder of our love...

Moment ~ Ryu

2005-11-10T03:12:00.000Z

울지말아요 내 사랑아
더 많은 시간이 있으니카
아주 조금만 이대로 겉에 있어요
내가 기억할 수 있게

말하지 않아도 나는 알아요
우린 항상 그래왔으니카
사랑하는 만큼 그대가 행복하다면 나기커이 그댈 보내요

약속해요 언젠가는 돌아올거라고
나 없이도 행복할거라고
오랜 시간동안 힘들어하는 그댈 더
이상 볼수 없내요

미안해요 그댈 지켜술 수가 없네요이렇게 또 드댈 울리내요
오든걸 버리고 다시 만간 그댈 또 보내야만 해요

Don't cry, my Love.
We still have a long way to go...
Don't move, let me hold you for a moment
so that I can remember our fond embrace

Even without words, we know we will always belong to each other
And because I love you so much...
I am willing to let you go in order for you to find true happiness
Promise me, you will come back to me someday.
Promise me, you will be happy ... even without me.
It hurts too much to see you tormented by our love for so long.

I am sorry for being unable to protect you.
I have to leave everything behind, so that you can leave me...
do that for me, please...
Just remember this moment and leave me, promise me.

My Memory – 류

2005-11-10T03:10:00.000Z

My Memory

모두 기억해요 그순간 눈을 감으면 아주 작은 일도 보이네요

you’re far away

닿을수 없는 곤에사랑한다는 말도 기다린다는 말도하지 못하고

정말 몰랐죠 그델 이렇게다시 만날 줄은 생각조차 못했었죠

아직 널 사랑해 이제라도 네게 고백할케

I wanna love you forever

늦지 않았다면이렇게 나와 함케 영왼히

My memory.
I remember every second of it.
Even for trivial things, if I close my eyes, I can still see them.

You're far away.
I couldn't tell you that I am still in love with you, still waiting for you.

It is not even in my dream that I thought we could meet again like this.
Therefore, I have to be frank with you:
I am still in love with you.

I wanna love you forever.
If it is not too late for our fate,
I wish I could stay with you forever.
For a ling time, you have been alive in my heart.
No matter how long we have parted,
no matter how far you are,
you are always in my heart.

From Beginning Till Now ~ Ryu

2005-11-10T03:07:00.000Z

처음부터 지글까지 – 류

내게 올수없을 거라고 이젠 그럴수 없다고제발 그만하라고 나를 달래지

정말 잊어버리고 싶어 다신 볼수 없다면나를 잡고있는 너의 모은걸

내가 읏고싶을 때마다넌 나를 울어버리게 만드니카어느것 하나도 나의 뜻대로 넌할구 없게

만드는걸니가 보고싶을 때마다 난 이렇게 무너져버리고 마니카아무리 잊으려고 애를써도 잊을

수 없게 하니카

단한 사람을 사랑하는 게이토록힘든 일인줄 난정말 몰랐어

You won't return to my side. It's impossible now.
I console myself that I should stop loving you now
If I can't meet you again, I really hope to forget you,
to forget the entire of you in my heart.

Every time I want to smile, you let me cry.
You make me everything go wrong.
Every time I think of you, all my defences give way.
Tried hard to forget you, but I just couldn't.

I never know it is so hard to love someone.

LoViNG YoU ~ Iris

2005-11-10T02:37:00.000Z

neo-ma-neul sa-rang-hal-ge nae-mo-deun-geol ta ba-chyeo ne-ge

ta-shi nal po-yeo-jool-ge soom-gyeo-wat-teon my loving you

a-mo eui-mi eob-seot-teon na-eui sal-me tal-ko-man neo-eui noon-bi-cheun

ne-reul gae-weo-seo keu-reon ne-ge pa-jyeot-seo

ha-yan pa-do-cheo-reom poo-seo-jyeo nae-mam-so-ge teu-ryeo-on-ge-ya

pa-da-wa ka-teun ma-eu-meu-ro neo-reul a-neul-ge

neo-ma-neul sa-rang-hal-ge nae-mo-deun-geol ta ba-chyeo-ne-ge

ta-shi-nal po-yeo-jool-ge soom-gyeo-wat-deon my loving you

cham-shi neo-moo chi-chyeo-seo se-sang-so-ge seul-peu-do-rok neo-reul hon-ja-dweo-seo-na

mi-an-hae i-jen neol chi-kil-ge

a-moo-geot-do too-ryeob-ji-a-na ta-shin neol not-ji a-neul-geo-ya

nae-ge heo-rak-dwen sa-ra-ngi-ran o-jik neo-ni-ga

neo-ma-neul sa-rang-hal-ge nae-mo-deun-geol ta ba-chyeo-ne-ge

ta-si nal po-yeo-jool-ge soom-gyeo-wat-teon

neo-ma-neul sa-rang-hal-ge nae-mo-deun-geol ta ba-chyeo-ne-ge

ta-si nal po-yeo-jool-ge soom-gyeo-wat-teon My Loving You

Loving You ~ Loving You~

I Think I Love You~On Myung

2005-11-10T02:27:00.000Z

KoReaN

keu-reol-ri eob-da-go a-nil-geo-ra-go mi-deot-jyo
nae-gakeu-dal sa-rang-han-da-ni mal-do an-dwe-jyeo eom

kwaen-han chil-too-il-geo-ra-go
nae-ka we-ro-un-ka cha-shi-neul sook-yeo-bwat-ji-man
i-je teo-neun nan kam-chul-so-ka eob-neun deul-yo

I think I love you keu-reon-ka-bwa-yo
Cause I miss you keu-dae-man eob-seu-myeon
a-moo-keo-do mot-ha-ko cha-goo saeng-kak-na-ko
i-reon-keol po-myeon a-moo-rae-do

I'm falling for you nan mol-rat-ji-man
Now I need you eo-neu-saen-ka na-mam ki-peun ko-se
a-ju-kau-ke cha-ri-ja-beun keu-dae-ei mo-seum-eul i-je po-a-yo

u-ri an eo-ul-rin-da-ko shin-ku keu-ke tak cho-da-go
ha-na-boo-teo yeol-gae do-dae-she mwi han-gae-ra-do mat-neun-ke eob-naun-de
eo-teo-ke sa-kwol-soo it-nya-ko
mal-do an-dwe-neun yae-ki-ra-ko mi-ha-myeo tul-reo-dat-ji-man
i-je teo-neun nan keu-reo-gi-ga si-reon-geol-yo

I think I love you keu-reon-ka-bwa-yo
Cause I miss you keu-dae-man eob-seu-myeon
a-moo-keo-do mot-ha-ko cha-goo saeng-kak-na-ko
i-reon-keol po-myeon a-moo-rae-do

I'm falling for you nan mol-rat-ji-man
Now I need you eo-neu-saen-ka na-mam ki-peun ko-se
a-ju-kau-ke cha-ri-ja-beun keu-dae-ei mo-seum-eul i-je po-a-yo

wae mol-rat-jyo keu-dae ra-neun-keol
wae mot-bwat-jyo pa-ro a-pin-de
keu do-ngan i-reo-ke pa-ro nae kyeo-te i-seot-neun-ne
wae i-je-seo-ya sa-ra-ngi po-i-neun keon-ji

I think I love you keu-reon-ka-bwa-yo
Cause I miss you keu-dae-man eob-seu-myeon
a-moo-keo-do mot-ha-ko cha-goo saeng-kak-na-ko
i-reon-keol po-myeon a-moo-rae-do

I'm falling for you nan mol-rat-ji-man
Now I need you eo-neu-saen-ka na-mam ki-peun ko-se
a-ju-kau-ke cha-ri-ja-beun keu-dae-ei mo-seum-eul i-je po-a-yo

Transalation

I refused to believe that it could be so,
there's no way that I'm in love with you,
I lied to myself that it's just a petty jealousy,
that I must be feeling lonely,
but I cannot hide it anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so,
Cause I miss you
without you,
I cannot do anything
,and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this,
it must be,
I was unaware,but now I can see that
your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other,
and being friends is the best thing for us,
there isn't a single thing we have in common,
so I claimed there's no way we can be lovers,
but I don't want to make excuses anymore.

why didn't I know that it was you,
why couldn't I see it when it was right in front of me,
it was beside me all along,
but only now can I see love.

Cintai Aku ~ Rossa

2005-11-10T02:06:00.000Z

sanggupkah ku bertahan tanpamu di sampingku
setelah kau memutuskan kita berpisah
serasa seumur hidupku selalu denganmu

haruskah kurelakan, haruskah ku berjalan
tapi bayang wajahmu selalu di anganku
karena cinta yang dulu pernah kau beri
takkan ku lupa untuk selamanya

reff: cinta dan sakiti aku
kalau itu dapat membawamu
kembali ke pelukanku lagi
aku rela memberi segalanya untukmu

malam yang dingin ini membuat ku menangis
melihat gambar kita yang dulu bahagia
kemana perginya masa indah itu
tuhan tolong kembalikan kisahku

repeat reff

cinta aku, sakiti aku
kalau itu dapat membawamu

Because I LoVe YoU ~Z.Chen

2005-11-09T06:42:00.000Z

If I got down on my knees and I pleaded with you,
if I crossed a million oceans just to be with you,
Would you ever let me down?

If I climbed the highest mountain just to hold you tight,
if I said that I would love you every single night,
Would you ever let me down?

Well, I'm sorry if it sounds kinds sad,
it's just that I'm worried,
so worried that you'll let me down.

Because I love you, love you, love you,
so don't let me down.

If I swam the longest river just to call your name,
if I said the way I feel for you would never change,
Would you ever fool around?

Well, I'm sorry if it sounds kinds bad,
it's just that I'm worried,
I'm so worried that you'll let me down.

Because I(love you, love you), love you, love you

.Well I'm sorry if it sounds kinds bad,
it's just that I'm worried,
Yes, I'm so worried that you'll let me down.
Because I love you, love you

,Oooh, I love you, love you, love you.

Legend Of Boo~C.Loco

2005-11-09T06:31:00.000Z

I be the infamous known all over the town
I'm the real thing baby I've been all around
With my high pitched vocal make your head go spinning
You want money but I rather mack the women
Now you see me with my cap bent sideways
And my slick bald head shinin' on my wild days
All around with my Liverpool jerseys
Chattin' up the girls I'ma call em my ladies
But of course 4 became 1, Side effects none, notice now it's fun

I'm enjoyin this doin what I do the way I like it
With boo at my side he be like my sidekick
From Brunei to Kuantan Cocco Loco
Penang stole the show though where else we gonna go
Mackalicious, cookin up a storm delicious
Fellas be yellin man he's back in business

-UkikoSuzuki-

Ima watashie kite, hanashitaiete
Ladies and gentleman
doshite Anata nani o suru to, heya ni haitta
I'm back in business like a Hestar
Wakatta watashiwa ichiban yo
My flow is unique why don't u tell em
UkikoKore wa mikashi banashi no boo
It's the new arrival here to tell you who's who

Magnified with the slow flo I'm creepin slow mo
While you acting shady I be rockin more shows
You a mofo you got skills I will blow those
While I'm coastin' up slow you be thinkin'
LocoI be the player with the keys to the city
I hit you with this methapor get bombed like graffiti
Really, stake my claim for the hall of fame
I took the blame for the fall but I'm blazin again
It'd be a shame if I left town without a reply
You don't qualify walkin' around like you supafly
Maybe one day you'll reach my level of pace
But I'll be up in your face leavin a new aftertaste

Over here how we do it, low life ain't admitted
I ain't gonna stand no more drama, I'ma walk through it
When I move fast you won't last I'm more class
All my beats got more snares, watch as I go past

Ten years come and go I've been waxing all tracks
What the industry lacks be around when I open up a can of worms
Let me lay down my terms, hold up love i got my class than those germs
Be aware just don't stare come up to me and say hi don't be shy
Holler my name I'll holler back when you walk by may I?
If you insist I ain't tellin' no name I ain't sayin' who's lame, but the truths remains yeah?
But that's past let bygones be bygones
I'm futuristic, those icons are long goneI'ma roll with this, I'ma lettin' you know
I got my soul in this, no more messin around
You makin' mischief, your hits be misses I'm back in business,
let it be known, I be the shiznit

Photograph~Nickelback

2005-11-09T06:26:00.000Z

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey’s head

This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must’ve done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it’s too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh, god I... Every memory of lookin’ out the back door
I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walkin’ out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that
I was lookin’ for It’s hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin’ out
They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we’d know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She’s had a couple of kids since then
I haven’t seen her since God knows when

Oh, god I... Every memory of lookin’ out the back door
I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walkin’ out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was lookin’ for
It’s hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

I miss that town, I miss the faces
You can’t erase, you can’t replace it
I miss it now, I can’t believe it
So hard to stay, too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of lookin’ out the back door
I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walkin’ out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was lookin' for
It’s hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me...

Here By Me~3 Doors Down

2005-11-09T06:21:00.000Z

I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood

So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,Right here by me.

I can’t take another day without you
‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong

Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love…

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,Right here by me.

As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you’re not here Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,Right here by me.

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever beIt could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,Right here by me.

Because Of You~Kelly Clarkson

2005-11-09T05:19:00.000Z

I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard I've learned the hard way,
to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you I am afraid I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain And now I cry In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Home~Micheal Buble

2005-10-17T22:28:00.000Z

Another summer day
Is come and gone awayI
n Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home
Let me go ho0o0o0o0ome
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with meBut this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million peopleI
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go homeI’ve had my run
Baby, I’m doneI gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

~ Cave Of The Golden Roses ~

2005-10-15T15:04:00.000Z

~ El Amor Fantaghiro ^__^ Ramualdo ~

Now, im too crazy about this Ever Lasting ...erk!...awwww.....now i remind myself of that 'Ever Lasting Story' ..huhu..what a good film ;'(

anyway..TV1 is doing a rerun..so its kinda a long time since my last rerun..hehe..definately gonna be looking for the copy in the future!

somehow...it kinda flashing back my memories..of the good ol days..its a sweet and heart-felt story..arrghh..what an 'emo'!

still...im lovin it...!!

^__^

the witch who fell in love with Ramualdo and tried to separate Fantaghiro and Ramualdo..but she failed..heck! serves you right..but still..she turned a good fella afterwards..hehe..Fantaghiro wished she had a 'heart' at the end of her last breath..and turn out...she did..!

*if only she wished for it earlier...sigh..i almost cried seeing how 'cold' Ramualdo was towards Fantaghiro after that stupid Love Potion...huh!

Fantaghiro...

every man's Fantasies i guess..tho a rascal but an apple in the Kings (her dad) eyes..
met Ramualdo at the forest..after she mess things up and ran away for some fresh air..hehe..still rember how they met (the forest..thats all i can remember)...faced some what obstacle..met talking things..goose..stones..trees..juz about anything..and finally found her 'true' love..

Ramualdo..

Prince Charming who charmed Fantaghiro's heart..he searched..he fought..he's 'blinded' and yet..he finally found the 'light' of his life..hehe..all women say Awwww....!!!!

gheezz...he's dashing...and best of all..he's MINE!!! MuaHaHaHa.....!!!

Tarabas...

the 'icy' guy..who thought he's damn good..but finally fall on his knee..begging for Fantaghiro's love..and turned down..despite all..he learns about life from her and slowly melts the 'ice' in him..

he's pretty cute in his mysterious character right? why must he be the bad guy???? still..hail King Ramualdo..hehe

~ The White Guardian ~

The guardian who could juz vanish when she's in danger but yet..still change into numerous form of animals and people..huh! still not satisfied with that fact..tho..and her make up is too 'white'..hehe..but its the 'In' thing during that time.juz another fashion victim..hehe

but yet..really appreciate her efforts in saving Fantaghiro's neck..and dueled with the Evil Queen..its like seeing Darth Sidous & Master Yoda..the women side of course..hehe

* * * * *

Mio Nemico

- Music by Amedeo Minghi -

Chi amo ed ama me

Mio nemico amaro gioia

L'amor non ha piû pietâ É nemico mio

Ma che amo puô ferirsi se

Si aprirâ la ferita in noi

Dal petto l'aminaPuô fuggirgli ed io

La colgo io la rapiró E sara mia e la mia la sua

Mio nemico sa d'amare me

Tu lo sai che ferita ê

col raspiro a me

A te cutturerô Col primo e l'ultimo

Mio nemico sei

Tutto il bene mioCol cuore e l'amina

Anche tu lo seiChe ferita é Lo sai

Lo t'amo e tu ami me

Mio nemico e bene mio

L'amor non ha piû pietâ Ê ferita in noi.

~ Translation~

one whom I love,loves me

My enemy bitter joy

The love doesn't have pity anymore

is my enemy But what hook can hurt him if

It will open the wound in us

From the breast, the soul

Can run away from him and I I gather her

I will abduct her

And it will be mine and from me his

My enemy knows to love me

You know that wound is

With the breath to me

You and I will capture

With the first one and the last

My enemy you are

All of my good

With the heart and the soul

Also you are him/it

What wound it is

You know I love you and you love me

My enemy is my purity

The love doesn't have pity anymore

It is the wound in us.

七里香 / Qi Li Xiang / Common Orange Jasmine

2005-10-12T03:56:00.000Z

窗外的麻雀在電線桿上多嘴
chuang wai de ma que / zai dian xian gan shang duo zui
The sparrow outside the window is being noisy on the electrical wire

妳說這一句很有夏天的感覺
ni shuo zhe yi ju / hen you xia tian de gan jue
You say that this sentence has a lot of that summer feeling

手中的鉛筆在紙上來來回回
shou zhong de qian bi / zai zhi shang lai lai hui hui
The pencil in [my] hand, goes back and forth on the paper

我用幾行字形容妳是我的誰
wo yong ji hang zi xing rong ni shi wo de shui
I use a few lines to describe who you are to me

秋刀魚的滋味貓跟妳都想了解
qiu dao yu / de zi wei / mao gen ni dou xiang liao jie
The taste of sanma fish, the cat and you both want to understand

初戀的香味就這樣被我們尋
回 chu lian de xiang wei jiu zhe yang bei wo men xun hui
The fragrance of first love was rediscovered by us just like that

那溫暖的陽光像剛摘的鮮豔草莓
na wen nuan / de yang guang / xiang gang zhai de xian yan cao mei
That warm sunlight, is like the brillant freshly-picked strawberries

你說妳捨不得吃掉這一種感覺
ni shuo ni she bu de chi diao zhe yi zhong gan jue
You say you can't bear to eat up this feeling

雨下整夜我的愛溢出就像雨水
yu xia zheng ye / wo de ai yi chu jiu xiang yu shui
Rain falls the whole night, my love overflows just like rainwater

院子落葉跟我的思念厚厚一疊
yuan zi luo ye / gen wo de si nian hou hou yi die
The fallen leaves in the yard, thickly overlaps with my lingering thoughts

幾句是非也無法將我的熱情冷卻
ji ju shi fei / ye wu fa jiang wo de re qing leng que
A few words of dispute, cannot cool my warmth

妳出現在我詩的每一頁
ni chu xian zai wo shi de mei yi ye
You appear in my poem's every page

雨下整夜我的愛溢出就像雨水
yu xia zheng ye / wo de ai yi chu jiu xiang yu shui
Rain falls the whole night, my love overflows just like rainwater

窗台蝴蝶像詩裡紛飛的美麗章節
chuang tai hu die / xiang shi li fen fei de mei li zhang jie
Butterfly on the window sill, is like the beautiful chapter that flutters about in the poem

我接著寫把永遠愛妳寫進詩的結尾
wo jie zhe xie / ba yong yuan ai ni xie jin shi de jie wei
I continue to write, to write my eternal love for you into the poem's ending

妳是我唯一想要的了解
ni shi wo wei yi xiang yao de liao jie
You are the only understanding I want

那飽滿的稻穗幸福了這個季節
na bao man / de dao sui / xing fu le zhe ge ji jie
That fulfilling ear of rice, made this season happy

而妳的臉頰像田裡熟透的蕃茄
er ni de lian jia xiang tian li shou tou de fan qie
Yet your cheek is like the rippened tomato in the fields

妳突然對我說七里香的名字很美
ni tu ran / dui wo shuo / qi li xiang de ming zi hen mei
You suddenly say to me, "Qi Li Xiang" this name is very beautiful

我此刻卻只想親吻妳倔強的嘴
wo ci ke que zhi xiang qin wen ni jue qiang de zui
Yet at this moment I can only think of kissing your stubborn lips

~Jay Chou~

The Revenge Of The Muet

2005-10-11T23:43:00.000Z

today ada muet...
speaking test..

nervous + panic = ''''shaking''''

group kinah yg 2nd last..so lagi la 'ketaq'.huhu
blood level sure up punye! degupan jantung je dah berapa ribu kali sesaat bdegup..hehe..
but still..masih boleh keep it cool..yer lerr..kalau kinah ketaq..group member yg lelain sure ketaq skali..so..tpaksa pura2 rilek..

hehe..arini xleh posa..merangkap cuti umum..so..'btenaga' la sket..
mcm tau2 je nak muet..terus 'cuti'.hehe kinah x doa la..cuma hrp2 time muet tue ada energy..and kalau 'cuti' lagi bagus coz boleh recharge energy..muahahaha!

pepun..disbbkan darurat nk mkn kat skool..so..'posa' la jap..
perut la effect sket coz lmbt sgt mkn..so..masuk angin sesgt.
even time posa pun camtu..mayb sbb belum get used to posa..yer ler..selama nie kinah asyik mkn je x ikut time..so bila tetibe kena posa..jadi shock la kot..hehe

anyway,jumaat nie nak g shopping dgn um..Girls Day Out..heheh..satu geng sarip dol la kinah dgn um..sesame 'cuti' hehe.nak potong rambut sekali..kinah dah naik rimas dgn rambut panjang2 nie..wpun takat lepas bahu jer..entah la..dari tecik lagi x suka simpan rambut pnjg sgt..

once in a while kalau teringin jd 'ayu' jap..ader la..pastu..x thn..banzai...!!! hehe maybe if
MIE AMOUR TO BE suruh simpan..mungkin la..mcm abglong & kak ct dulu..huuahua..x kasi potong rambut..hehe..abglong mmg suka kacau rambut kinah.hehe..maklumlah..rambut kinah jenis sikat yg mcm.."pakai jari pun boleh..." hikhik

back to the track..in muet..we had to talk about 'Why foreign movies are popular among Malaysians' while my task..adds that its because of the actor & actresses..
and what better example then..Bae Young Jun..ahahahha..the examiner must be saying that im so into korean movies..heh..and i dont deny that..muahahaha..!!

sound easy,right? but still..id pause here and there..kinda blurry to recall simple words..
ive been focusing a lot in factual task..heavy topics like songket,natural disaster and so..but then..when it doesnt came out.. even the simple thing i cant remember much although ive been talking about all these reason why i like korean movie so much (can use it in the same task)

yet..i still manage tho..juz a pity that my friend go clueless in the middle of her individual presentation and got her mouth shut all the minutes given.huhu.poor husna *sigh*
still,syazwani manage to form quite a lot of words but i notice that she actually dont understand the task she's supposed to talk and the points she gave is..pointless..still..nice try..
but to aiman..the shy guy and soft spoken boy..he still cant go too far eventhough his points are pretty good..thanks to him..i got extra ideas..

the best part is during task B..actually we can make some kind of discussion form..but the examiner..this time ..they only allow one person to speak..then..another adds up..pretty slow la bila buat camtu..

hurm,during the muet..i kind of keluar tajuk coz supposingly ..kinah cuma ptt sebut bout malaysians je..tapi g mention yg kat india pun..diaorg x kasi hero mati..and pernah sekali tue..satu film..hero dia mati..org yg tgk cite tue..pi bakar panggung..sampai kena rewrite cite tue and make sure hero x mati..mayb sbb interesting..and examiner mcm .."betul ke???" so dia sendrir x perasan yg kinah dh kuar topik..hehe

anyway, one other factors candidate lain ptt cite sbnrnya tapi depa pun x tau..so i use it as my points masatask B..masa nie bebas nak guna point sape2.hehe..alang2 dah minat giler..mmg goreng habis la..relate la that ppl watch foreign movies coz they can learn their culture & etc ..what better example then Jewel In The Palace..???

dah la cite tue full of history,culture,culinary and so on..so senang la sket nak 'ayat' .hehe
yg lelain..x ingat sgt..try guna sket2 ayat bombastic tapi keep it low coz kena carefull..xleh 'tinggi' sgt coz nnt my frens x phm..xleh 'low' sgt coz nnt kinah lak dianggap average..pastu...takut silap word..mcm oil-laden br8fast..kinah ingat mkn terlalu awal pagi..padahal..mknan bminyak.hehe

and hopefully this time leh break school record..the 1st band 5 and yet strive for band 6.insyaAllah
geram gak coz almost get band 5 by 1 marks! uh!
still,kwn kinah sempat usik..

"xyah amik la kinah..! amik kat aku pun xpe..! hang dah band ** cukuplah!"

to me..i juz want to improve my marks.if we have the chance to do so..why not? and still im taking my 'revenge' because of that 1 marks..and hopefully i will manage to pass that with more marks and get what i want..chayo!

even now..i have to work on more in stpm..aiming for a place in *** so..id better be too good to not be accepted in that U.hehe chayo! chayo! again!

Dua Dunia~Ct & Too Phat

2005-09-24T15:35:00.000Z

Siti:

Kau selalu dihati
Takku dekati
Dua dunia kita berbeza

Malique:

Cinta itu buta
Dan juga boleh membutakan
Melukakan dan sukar untuk kita lupakan
Aku cinta padamu hanyalah ungkapan
Luahan yang jarang bermakna bila diucapkan
Ini pula cerita cinta sang pujangga
Bukan arjuna sita bukan cinta dan rangga
Mungkinkah khayalan akal mainan minda
Atau lamaran puitis dengan hasrat yang indah
Kau selalu dihati tidakku dekati
Sentiasa ada mata jahat yang memerhati
Tapi ku tak rungsing tidak mungkin rindu
Ku pusing lihat wajahmu di setiap penjuru
Senyuman dikaca kisahmu kubaca
Perjuangan kita sama dukamu kurasa
Aku pasrah sahaja pada Yang Esa
Kerna ku tahu dua dunia kita berbeza

Siti:

Kau selalu dihati
Takku dekati
Dua dunia kita berbeza

Joe Flizzow:

Duka dikala malam termimpi-mimpi
Rindu dikala siang mencari-cari
Kasih sebenar tidak bertukar tidak sebentar
Walau dipisah lautan direnangi gelora
Dan kadang kala hanyut bagaikan dua arah
Malu sering bersua tapi jarang bersuara
Kenapa bercinta jika kesudahannya pasrah
Kerna bila dilamun indahnya tidak terkata
Tersimpan hasrat tiada siapa yang mengerti
Harapan menggunung sampai penghujung dinanti
Dipegangkan janji tetap ratu dihati
Dengan izin Tuhan kan bersama kapan hari pasti
Sabarlah menanti kesabaran diuji
Berdoa dalam sujud sejadah ditangisi
Aku pasrah sahaja pada Yang Esa
Kerna ku tahu dua dunia kita berbeza…

Siti:

Kau selalu dihati
Takku dekati
Dua dunia kita berbeza

Malique:

Perjuangan seni kita tidak bepenghujung
Jangan tinggal batu bernama tak bepengunjung
Tetap tersenyum walau kesedihan menyelubung
Bukan paras rupamu yang jadi ukuran
Atau suaramu yang jadi bahan tuturan
Ku bukan mahu hubungan tapi kejujuran
Hadiah sepatah darimu satu kesyukuran
Tapi bila bertentang mata tidak terbentang kata

Kata apa sahaja…iya tapi tentang apa
Wajahmu yang cantik manis lagi
Senyuman sepasti mentari timur tiap pagi
Reality sukar diatasi tapi kesudah indah
Harus bermula dengan fantasi (fantasi)

Ku rasa terhoyong-hayang antara dua dunia
Biar khayalan ku melayang…..

Siti:

Kau selalu dihati
Takku dekati
Dua dunia kita berbeza…

Best Friend

2005-09-23T01:02:00.000Z

もう大丈夫心配ないと　泣きそうな私の側で

いつも変わらない笑顔で　ささやいてくれた

まだ　まだ　まだ　やれるよ","だっていつでも輝いてる"

時には急ぎすぎて　見失う事もあるよ","仕方ない"

ずっと見守っているからって笑顔で

いつものように抱きしめたあなたの笑顔に　何度助けられただろう

ありがとう　ありがとう　Best Friend

こんなにたくさんの幸せ感じる時間は　瞬間で

ここにいるすべての仲間から　最高のプレゼント

まだ　まだ　まだ　やれるよ","だっていつでも　みんな側にいる"

きっと今ここで　やりとげられること","どんなことも力に変わる"

ずっと見守っているからって笑顔で

いつものように抱きしめたみんなの笑顔に

何度助けられただろう

ありがとう　ありがとう　Best Friend

時には急ぎすぎて　見失う事もあるよ　仕方ない

ずっと見守っているからって笑顔で

いつものように抱きしめたあなたの笑顔に　何度助けられただろう

ありがとう　ありがとう　Best Friend

ずっと　ずっと　ずっと　Best Friend

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ^__^ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Mou daijoubu shinpai nai to nakisou na watashi no soba de

itsumo kawaranai egao de sasayaite kureta

mada mada mada yareru yo datte itsu demo kagayaiteru

toki ni wa isogisugite miushinau koto mo aru yo shikatanai

zutto mimamotte iru karatte egao deitsumo no you ni dakishimeta

anata no egao ni nando tasukerareta darou

arigatou arigatou Best Friend

Konna ni takusan no shiawase kanjiru toki wa shunkan de

koko ni iru subete no nakama kara saikou no purezento

mada mada mada yareru yo datte itsu demo minna soba ni iru

kitto ima koko de yari togerareru koto sonna koto mo chikara ni kawaru

zutto mimamotte iru karatte egao de

itsumo no you ni dakishimeta

minna no egao ni nando tasukerareta darou

arigatou arigatou Best Friend

Toki ni wa isogisugite miushinau koto mo aru yo shikatanai

zutto mimamotte iru karatte egao de

itsumo no you ni dakishimeta

anata no egao ni nando tasukerareta darou

arigatou arigatou Best Friend

Zutto zutto zutto Best Friend

***************** *******************

I don't have to worry anymore, cause you will be by my side when I cry

You always smile at me

I am blessed because you always shine before me

Things that we have missed hastily at time, that's the way it is

Faces that always being looked at

Forever hugging each other

Your smile has helped me endless time, you know

Thank you thank you Best Friend

These plenty happiness that I felt at this moment

All the friends that I have here, you the best present

I am blessed because you always be by our side

Surely things that I have accomplished here, those things too give me strength (change to strength)

Faces that always being looked at

Forever hugging each other

All of your smile has helped me endless time, you know

Thank you thank you Best Friend

Things that we have missed hastily at time, that's the way it is

Faces that always being looked at

Forever hugging each other

Your smile has helped me endless time, you know

Thank you thank you Best Friend

Always always always my Best Friend

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Just Want You To Know~BSB

2005-09-21T03:35:00.000Z

Looking at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night
Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me

I just want you to know that
I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

All the doors are closingI'm tryin' to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day,the day you slipped away

I just want you to know
that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again

Just want you to know
That since I lost you, I lost myself
No I can't fake it, there's no one else
I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again

Just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

Bad Day~Daniel Powter

2005-09-20T12:44:00.000Z

Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on

Stand in the line just ahead of the law
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carrying on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down
and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
and the whole thing it turns out wrong
You might not make it back
and you know that you could be well
oh that strong

Well I'm not wrong
So where is the passion
when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves
and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time

You had a bad day
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

..vanakam..

2005-09-17T19:40:00.000Z

hehe..pergi teman Um evaluate cikgu pelatih kat sekolah Tamil. first time masuk sekolah tamil..last2..masuk kelas pra-sekolah..apalagi.."Vanakam..****" la semua budak tue masa masuk kelas..hehe

memula duduk belakang je..siap duduk atas kerusi kecik tue la..(me) pastu pindah ikut Um tgk diaorg pi kelas math kat bilik satu lagi..kejap je lesson dia..juz perkenal 5 numbers.. "76,77,78,79,80" dgn sekuat hatinya diaorg menjerit..huhu..pekaknye telinga...
sesekali ade gak yg tershasul.tersilap sket masa tuka number 80 coz dah biasa sebut number 70 something je kot?

masa nie,diaorg kena 'pancing' ikan yg ada tulis number pastu sangkut 'hasil tangkapan' kat board..every 'ikan' ada number..so senang nk match dgn number kat board.hehe.semua berebut tgk sama ada dpt 'tangkap' ikan atau x..hua..jelesnye..zmn kindergarten dulu xde pun camtu..huhu (atau kinah je yg x ingat? hehe)

lepas tue ada ICT program..repeat d same number tapi guna power point..buat slide show..wpun ada stuck jap powerpoint dia..hehe..nasib baik sempat control situation.bebudak tue syok gile dpt tekan keyboard wpun sekadar ENTER..

then,masa utk latihan..semua berlumba nk siapkan cepat2..haha.. "cepatlah adik! cepat!" hehe..mostly student around 25 wpun 5 org gitu kot x mai rasanya..today sabtu ganti..coz nk ganti hari skool lps raya yg should be school day.biasalah..kinah pun x kalau leh x mo mai skool sabtu ..hehe..hari ni xde ye! selang seminggu ganti cuti..

semuanya mostly ada 'couple' sendiri..boys & girls bersebelahan..so..makin innocently 'ramah' la..hehe.ada gak some yg maybe lambat catch up so bnyk diamkan diri and participate/bersuara masa betul2 confident and as usual..ade yg x ubah mcm diri sendiri..hehe..pot-pet..and ade lak yg outstanding drpd org lain..possibly..the future 'brainies'.eheh

byngkan..preschool utk 25 pelajar je kena 5 'cikgu' yg handle??? fuh! tapi betul gak coz..ehhe..semput wooo..!! xde lah..2 cikgu pelatih..the REAL cikgu sorang..pastu lagi 2 tue pbantu..tukang masak je.hehe

bilik dia kecik je..ada 3 bilik..mcm flat je space dia..ehhe..tapi ok lah..for a small class,kan?
hehe.time wat latihan..maka..keluarlah jari2..yg kalau leh sekali jari kaki nak kira..hehe.still belum catch up teknik kira yg easy la tue.ada yg keluarkan 'sempoa' ..not really la..juz manik2 yg warna-warni tue.ehhe.sama la kite dulu pun,kan???

then,diaorg 'lepak' kat blkg..cikgu nak 'bcerita' lak..hehe..at first..mcm nak ajar how to add up dsb tapi still ade konfius sket coz guna model yg berbeza.pelatih tue guna several types of sea anima utk ajar how many animals in her hands..tapi a bit difficult for the kids (and me..hehe) to add up coz lain jenis..(and bcoz i dunno what she's talking about..muahaha!) still..konsep tue boleh catch up la wpun ada weakness..(bahagian nie bnyk kena komen dgn um..haha..'kak Jee..'') but..mostly full of cerita..siap ada cerita bangau dgn ketam.heheh..bukak buku..so boleh guess la jln cerita...

lepas tue..ada part yg best..diaorg kena match lagi..ada cut-out polisterene..gamba animals..so diaorg kena paste the cut-out piece to complete the jigsaw..and they were HAND-MADE! mak aih..mmg dedicated tul..dahlah lawa giler jigsaw tue..hehe..terikut jd bebudak lak..hihi..
akhirnya..the day ends..makan time! makan kek pisang with air laici...sedap! hehe

~ the end ~

Sweet September ^__^

2005-09-14T13:43:00.000Z

something to smile about

someone close to my heart

^__^

Awww...dorable ^__^

2005-09-10T06:56:00.000Z

http://fungkurs-network.net/video/cutie.mpg

someday

2005-09-07T08:03:00.000Z

How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables

I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
Dont think its too late
Nothin's wrong just as long as you know
that someday I will

Someday, somehow gonna make it all right
but not right now I know you're wondering
when (You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow gonna make it all right
but not right now

I know you're wondering when
Well i hoped that since we're here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up stringing
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel

Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror
Nothin's wrong just as long as you know
that someday I will

Someday, somehow gonna make it all right
but not right now I know you're wondering
when (You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow gonna make it all right
but not right now

I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)

[Solo]
How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror
Nothin's wrong just as long as you know that
someday I will

Someday, somehow gonna make it all right but not right
now I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when

My Prince Charming ^__^

2005-09-04T20:48:00.000Z

today,we met
and set our 'eyes' together
you were so handsome
and romantic
very artistic

we spent our time for hours
juz listening to the nature
looking at the lake
smelling the green

we almost ate together
but still couldn't eat a bit
so we continued walking
and walking..and walking
till we're tired

how charming you were
and all the things around you
you were so loving and caring
and full of love

the happiness you gave
were never endless
you were so humble
yet magnificent
and mighty

though we had to go
and leave
the love will still flower
and awaits for the next bloom

its you
my prince charming
my Putra Jaya

* * * hahaha.what were you thinking? im in love with Putra Jaya.juz came back from there * * *

Kenapa????

2005-09-01T17:08:00.000Z

Kenapa feat. Lah V.E
Lagu/Lirik: Ajai/Shazzy

Susunan muzik: Shazzy/Ajai

sebelum ku kenalimu

hidupku cukup ngan suka duka

tak pernah ku sangka semuanya akan berubah

dikau bagaikan cahaya, bagi jiwa ku ini

tak mungkin ku lupa katamu kan sentiasa di sisi

bagaikan satu kisah cinta kita berdua ke mana

asyik berpegangan tangan orang lain dilupakan

apa terjadi, diriku ni masih tertekan

hati dilukai setelah janji ditunaikan

tiap kali ku fikir, tiada guna bersedih

rakan-rakan katakan buang masa ku cintaidi

kau punca pedihku, tiada baik darimu

tiada langsung yang benar dalam ungkapan bibirmu

kenapa harus ku bercinta

kenapa ku begini

kenapa harus ku tanggung semua

kenapa harus ku bercinta

kenapa ku percaya

kenapa aku diperbodoh kasih

tak mungkin ku lupa kali pertama bersua

tak sangka, dikau kan menjadi pedih yang kan dalami jiwa

siang malam termenung, sedih memakan hati

tak pernah ku ingat ku boleh diluka begini

namun ku cekal hatiku, tuk melupakanmu

ku tahu kau begitu

malas ku nak rayu, buang tenagaku

kau takkan mendengarku

selamat tinggal oh kasih

janganlah iri hati

hidup baru kan mula bila terbitnya mentari

sekian lama telah ku simpan rasa ini di hati

baru kini ku berani tuk mengatakan oh gadis

dikau punca segala, kepedihan di hatiku

tak ingin lagi ku lihat wajahmu di hadapanku.

Again~Faith Evans

2005-08-29T07:44:00.000Z

Now I done felt a lot of pain
and I done seen a lot of things
From struggling and broken heart
and fancy cars

(oh yeah)

And even though my money change
I tried my best to stay the same
But you know with mo money
Mo problems came

[Chorus]

If I had to do it all again(if I had to)
I wouldn’t take away the rain
Cuz I know it made me who I am
If I had to do it all again
I’ve learn so much from my mistakes
that’s how I know he is watching me

In at I caught a case
And the media tried to say I had a habit
I couldn’t manage and I'm throwing my life away
But everything ain’t what it seems just because its on TV
Cuz they speculate and exaggerate for a better story

If I had to do it all again
I wouldn’t take away the rain
Cuz I know it made me who I am
If I had to do it all again
I’ve learn so much from my mistakes
that’s how I know he is watching me

Nobody knows what life may bring
It might make you happy it might make you sad
Sometimes yeah but I know there’s a reason for everything (but I know)
That’s why I keep believing
Whatever is meant to be its gonna be

If I had to do it all again
I wouldn’t take away the rain
Cuz I know it made me who I am(Cuz it made me)
If I had to do it all again
I’ve learn so much from my mistakes
that’s how I know he is watching me

kryptonite~guy sebastian

2005-08-28T14:48:00.000Z

From the very second baby
I already know
I'll end up head over heels in love with you

Turns out I'm right
I couldn't tell if you were feeling what I feel for you
So I nonchalantly tried to play it coo

(But) I get lost when I look in your eyes
Cos my love is so hard to disguise
Baby I can't help this feeling
It's a fight that I know I can't win
There's nothing I can do

So I'm giving up tonight
Coz baby you're my kryptonite
Coz I can't stop thinking of you
I'll be trying not to love you
I'm helpless girl it's true

So I'm giving up tonight
Coz baby you're my kryptonite
Your love is like a pendulum that's swinging side to side
Got me in a spell and now I can't deny
Girl I'm hypnotised
Cos baby it's the same tomorrow, yesterday, tonight
And I swear that nothing's ever felt so right
I'm yours for life

I've tried so hard to let you go
But I can't escape the way I feel inside
Way beyond denial that we are meant to be in love
So girl I give up, yeah

rossa~aku bukan untukmu

2005-08-28T14:44:00.000Z

dahulu kau mencintaiku
dahulu kau menginginkanku
meskipun tak pernah ada cela
ku tak berniat kau meninggalkan aku

* sekarang kau pergi menjauh
sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
di saat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
dan ku mohon maafkan aku

reff:

aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
dan biarkan memilih yang lain
tapi jangan pernah kau dustai
takdirmu pasti itu terbaik untukmu

janganlah lagi kau
mengingatku kembali
aku bukanlah untukmu
meski ku memohon

dan meminta hatimu
jangan pernah tinggalkan
dirinya untuk diriku

cintailah istanaku~stinky

2005-08-28T14:35:00.000Z

indah kisah cintanya
seperti bunga yg sedang megah
lugu perasaannya
seperti bulan sedang purnama

* mereka mengikat satu janji
hanya aku di hatimu
seakan dunia miliknya berdua
seiring berjalan bersama

reff:

aku lah pangeranmu
dan engkau jadi permaisuriku
cintailah istanaku
tetaplah di bawah atapnya
sehidup mati bersama

sejak satu terucap
terjaga dalam setiap langkahnya
rindu menghiasinya
warnai jalannya kisah cinta

jujur ~ radja

2005-08-28T14:31:00.000Z

Duhai kekasih pujaan hati ku
Dapat kah kau memberi ku satu arti
Sedikit rasa yang bisa ku mengerti
bukan sumpah atau janji

Bukti kan lah bila kau ada cinta
Setulus hati mu bisa memerima
Sebatas kejujuran yang kau miliki
Bukan sekedar bersama.....

Jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi cinta
Tinggalkanlah aku bila tak mungkin bersama
jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku

oh..oh..oh

Jujur lah padaku
Bila kau tak lagi suka
Tinggalkanlah aku bila tak mungkin bersama
Jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku
selamanya....

Bentan

2005-08-28T05:44:00.000Z

hoho..lame x blog,kan? xde mood so juz tulis poem..mood poem dtg so..tulis je la..
anyway, sempat pergi bentan 25 & 26 Ogos aritu..

went to johor first...BALIK KAMPUNG..o0o0o..BALIK KAMPUNG.... bertolak around 6pm..sampai awal pag...penat sgt..
rupenya..fauzan dah sunat..haha..sampai je bilik nak tidur..ade la sorg tu dah berkain pelekat...tergantung satu tali..mulanya nak tido tempat lain je..last2 panjat tidur katil atas..double decker..dgn berhati2..nya..hehe..

esoknya..lagi best is that singgah kampung kak ct..as usual..wak surip masak sedap! kekenyangan loh! hehe siap bagi bekal utk makan on da way gi bentan..nasib baik x bagi sekali nasi lemak...kek lagi..kerepek lagi..mak aih...wareg banget!

hurm,masa nak pergi naik feri..kat JB..setualang..sesat jap..alast! pukul 5.30pm..naik feri terus samapi around 7pm kot..gerun jugak coz feri mcm x berapa selamat..dah la cermin dia pun tembus air sket..ada basah2 sket..sempit giler tapi..alhamdulillah selamat jugak..walaupun x berani tidur d whole hour...hehe..ombak dia kuat gak so saspen la sket..*um boleh pulak tidur???

anyway,sampai je..amir angka,tante yeni ('mak cik' yeni..hehe) dgn riri (sebaya kak lang) sambut..mulanya kekok gak la coz lain sket bahasa wpun still ada yg sama..'break the ice'..part yg paling susah kalau jumpe new ppl..tapi alhamdulillah..boleh gak..hehe..xmo lame2 ambil masa nak break the ice between me and riri..who knows if we turn out best friends or so after that..? so..better awal2 la sesuaikan diri.rugi...!

hurm,keluar je dari pelabuhan ('dermaga'..hehe..teringat lagu ct..juz found out d meaning ^__^)
banyak giler motor yg tunggu penumpang..its called 'ojak' ..ingat kot nak racing..hehe..teksi yg paling common didapati di indonesia..walauapapun..i will never try one..hehe...

on da way pi rmh amir angka..x bnyk sgt sight seeing coz dah gelap..tapi masa masuk perumahan diaorg..mak aih..x mcm perumahan..jalan dia cukup utk satu kereta je..mcm pejalan kaki je jalannya..lain betul dgn kt Msia..rumah2 kat situ usually kat bukit2..termasuk la rumah amir angka..even along the way pun..rumah2 kebanyakannya di bina tepi2 jalan.traffic light? jarang jumpe so..mat2 rempit..sila la dtg ke bentan ye? hehe..

apalagi ye? sampai je ..x lame mane.makan mlm..tapi riri dgn tante udah pergi kerja..shift mlm..kat klinik diaorg.we all makan dulu la..oh ye..minum petang dulu la..hehe..makan emping brinjal..agar2 mangga..air teh.. lepas mkn dsb baru pi surau kat dpn rumah amir angka..abi bagi ceramah ttg Zakat and kaitannya dgn Dinar & Dirham..ada sesi soal jawab tapi seorg tue..tanya soalan tapi masa abi jawab soalan dia yg panjang lebar giler sebelum betul2 tanya...(belit2..entah apa dia tanya pun x tau..hehe..x paham..) dia boleh wat dunno je pastu ralit tgk hp dia..cess..!! biarlah..yg penting msg dah sampai..sama ada nak terima atau tak..terpulang..biar je la
'ngiat nginsung' dia tue..

hurm,mlm..tgk tv indon..hehe..dpt gak TV3 tapi x best sgt so layan je la indon..iklan dia..entahlah..selain x paham ..gila2 la gak..xde pun adegan yg x snonot tapi banding kat Msia..ok lagi tanah airku! hehe..kebetulan indonesia baru sambut merdeka..so bnyk labendera indon yg berkibar.semangat la pulak bila tgk..tapi bayang bendera tu bendera Msia la..ehhe.

almost 12..terus tidur.hehe.ngantuk giler

the food:

1st night:
pecal..ayam msk kicap..kentang goreng pedas sama tauhu..kerepok apa tah..

morning:
nasi lauk finger ketam,tauhu goreng,sayur campur..very vegetarian style..huhu..makan je la..

t/hari:
kentang +tauhu msk pedas yg di grg, ayyyoo..dah x ingat sgt la..hehe..ah..daging grg kicap

*arghh..entah lah..ade telur grg..rasanya masa nak bertolak balik..pagi tu..blurr la..hehe..pepun lauk quite d same cuma adjust sket je..

x sudah2 tlg kemas dsb nenek sutamsi..??? entah ..asyik x ingat je nama dia..correctly..hehe..nama asal dia ratna ape entah..then tuka nama sempena best fren dia yg ninggal (still nama ratna...dlm k/p) wong jowo juga..hehe..adik beradik...8? if im right..still x pande ckp indon..so susah sket nak catch up....kesian jugak tgk nenek tue kemas rumah coz dah tua jugak la wpun still vogue..hehe

oh..shopping..pasti..!! mulenye juz around bentan..cari tudung utk Ira..anak mak su..emping brinjal yg diaorg pesan pastu sekali kinah pun tukar uang rupiah dong! wa...
AKU KAYA! AKU KAYA!!!! hahahahahaha..RM 25...dpt Rph 67000
hoho.. 1 RM1 sama dgn Rph 2700 so..byngkan je la nak memegangnya...1st time pegang duit BESOR..hehe..

the $hopping:

shopping apa? vcd konsert Jay Chou..cetak rompak gak..ahha..various song indon..so7,radja,jikustik,stinky,rossa,saykoji..haha..campur2 dlm satu cd..
oklah..nak ngabiskan duit..baju sehelai..pink! hehe..masa tgk harga..ribu2 rupiah..takut nak beli tapi bila convert to RM..rupenye baru berapa ringgit..hehe..shooping dgn adam! cess..dasar simpan duit..! duit rupiah tu pun dia simpan..satu sen dia x spend..asyik dgn hp dia je..ade la tue 'something' ..hehe..rupenye dia nak beli gelang ala2 rock la..tapi masa kuar dgn um siang tue..um x kasi..so..jd budak baik la tue..ikut ckp um..hehe.

the travel:

pulau penyengat:

near bentan..naik kapal nelayan gitu la..tapi fungsi utk ambil penumpang..teksi air? haha.. gerun lagi...coz dekat sgt dgn laut..dah la bhgn dpn berat..so..saspen double lagi..about..20 minits tapi hehe..ketaq gak la..x berani sentuh air laut..maklum saja la kalau ada perkampungan nelayan atas air..mana lagi diaorg salur semua sisa2 diaorg kalau x...hehe.

sampai je..terus nak naik masjid raja haji x silap..amir angka dah hilang coz teman adam breakfast..cari punya cari..akhirnya kitaorg makan bakso sekali..hehe..mcm bihun sup tapi bihunnye mcm laksa cuma lebih halus..sedap!

afterwards,naik beca..tapi bukan guna basikal..motor..mak aih..! laju giler bwk we all tour satu pulau! hehe..dah la jln lagi sempit dari kat bentan..lap ikut suka je..kuss smangat! tgk ape? mostly makam2 di raja and some balai rakyat (mcm balirpng seri..balai penghadapan la)
haah..yg bestnye..we all dpt tgk toilet zmn tue..satu bilik tue khas utk jamban..gamba ade tapi ade kat hp adam..belum convert lagi..hehe..x terpikir lak psl toilet..hihi..then tingkat atas ada somewhat bilik tapi tangga dia steep gak la..xde luas sgt tapi bolehlah..tinggal bhgn dpn je..yg lain dah musnah dek belanda or perang..unfortunately..daorg x preserve ..so most tinggalan sejarah mcm rosak gak coz xde maintainance so..rugi la..

*Raja Haji..remember Tuhfat Al Nafis? Gurindam 12? dia la tue..

Others stuff:

ape ye? oh ye..belajar bahasa indonesia sket..yah..bisa sedikit2 aja..hehe..
mostly indon words yg jumpe dlm lirik lagu indonesia..hehe..

oh ye..semangat kesukanan in the neighbourhood..sempat tgk match antara penduduk area tue..bola tampar..

new love? yup! group Stinky..hehe..dgr masa kat kedai cd ..toko muzik..ehhe..
'cintailah istanaku'...kren banget!

new fren,of course riri..wpun x sempat catch up sgt tapi orait gak la dpt sembang kejap..wpun gelabah2..haahahaha..sempat tuka2 email,hp number..cuma x sempat bagi apa2 souvenier kat dia..as a start of frenship..

rindu? kangen banget sih! sama Msia..sama BahasaMalaysia..makanan Malaysia..huhu..homesick la gak..hehe.. and of course some of my best friends..blossom..nimah..hehe..and SITINURHALIZA..huhu terlepas masa ct nyanyi dlm anugerah skrin yg membusankan tue..azwan yg membusankan..tapi still cun la siti masa naik pentas bg trofi kt winners..songket! dgn hiasan kepala dia lagi...waduh! waduh! hehe..teringat masa kat kedai baju ..diaorg psg album ct..sume pekerja dia nyanyi lagu ct..hafal beb! hehe..banggass..banggass..indoCT..hehe

-the end-

Fall To Pieces~Avril

2005-08-22T03:35:00.000Z

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo

If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

[Chorus:]
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one,I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

[Chorus]
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

[Chorus without last line]
[Chorus]
I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

Behind Those Hazel Eyes~Kelly Clarkson

2005-08-22T00:38:00.000Z

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right

Unbreakable,
like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it,
can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears
I cry

Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside

Anymore...(anymore)

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears
I cry Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

mengapa bersedih?

2005-08-20T19:00:00.000Z

mengapa bersedih?
saat hidupmu begitu selesa?

mengapa bersedih?
saat ayah dan ibu masih ada?

mengapa bersedih?
saat sahabatmu masih bersama?

mengapa bersedih?

saat Allah setia bersama?

helena~my chemical romance

2005-08-19T10:00:00.000Z

Helena

Long ago

Just like the hearse you die to get in again

We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate

The lives of everyone you know

And what's the worst you take (worst you take)

from every heart you break (heart you break)

And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)

Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]

What's the worst that I can say?

Things are better if I stay

So long and goodnight

So long not goodnight

Came a time

When every star fall brought you to tears again

We are the very hurt you sold

And what's the worst you take (worst you take)

from every heart you break (heart you break)

And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)

Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]

What's the worst that I can say?

Things are better if I stay

So long and goodnight

So long not goodnight

And if you carry on this way

Things are better if I stay

So long and goodnight

So long not goodnight

Can you hear me?

Are you near me?

Can we pretend to leave and then

We'll meet again

When both our cars collide?

[Chorus]

What's the worst that I can say?

Things are better if I stay

So long and goodnight

So long not goodnight

And if you carry on this way

Things are better if I stay

So long and goodnight

So long not goodnight

http://www.myspace.com/mychemicalromance

search download

2005-08-16T11:35:00.000Z

Cara 1:

Tulis string ni dalam google search:

"parent directory " /appz/ -xxx -html -htm -php -shtml -opendivx -md5 -md5sums

"parent directory " DVDRip -xxx -html -htm -php -shtml -opendivx -md5 -md5sums

"parent directory " Xvid -xxx -html -htm -php -shtml -opendivx -md5 -md5sums

"parent directory " Gamez -xxx -html -htm -php -shtml -opendivx -md5 -md5sums

"parent directory " MP3 -xxx -html -htm -php -shtml -opendivx -md5 -md5sums

"parent directory " Nama Penyanyi atau album -xxx -html -htm -php-shtml -opendivx -md5 -md5sums

Perkataan slepas "parent directory " dan sblm -xxx boleh diubah mengikut item pencarian ..

Contoh:
--------------------------------------------------------------

"parent directory " MP3 Sugar Ray-xxx -html -htm -php -shtml -opendivx -md5 -md5sums--------------------------------------------------------------

Cara 2:

Tulis string ni dalam google search:

?intitle:index.of? mp3

Mudah sahaja,

Hanya tmbh nama artis/tajuk lagu/album.

Contoh:

-----------------------------------------------

?intitle:index.of? mp3 Sugar Ray

-----------------------------------------------

http://www.jiwang.org/portal/google.php

still lovin it ^__^

2005-08-16T07:16:00.000Z

konna koto ii na
dekitara ii na
anna yume konna yume ippai aru kedo

minna minna minna
kanaete kureru
fushigina POKKE de kanaete kureru
sora wo jiyuu ni tobitai na

(hai! takekoputaa!)

AN AN AN
tottemo daisuki
Doraemon

shukudai touban shiken ni otsukai
anna koto konna koto taihen dakedo

minna minna minna
tasukete kureru
benrina dougu de tasukete kureru
omocha no heitai da

(sore! tototsugeki!)

AN AN AN
tottemo daisuki
Doraemon

anna toko ii na
iketara ii na
kono kuni ano shima takusan aru kedo

minna minna minna
ikasete kureru
mirai no kikai de kanaete kureru
sekai ryokou ni ikitai na

(ufufufu... doko demo DOA!)

AN AN AN
tottemo daisuki
Doraemon

oNLy yOuUuUuUuUuUu..........

2005-08-14T12:00:00.000Z

it starts with a ring...

continues with a kiss...

with a celebration...

and a 'display'...

ends With Love....

HaPPy 1st Amour Anniversarry ^__^

~ Stay ~

2005-08-11T21:44:00.000Z

Draw me a smile
When all I do is cry
Stay by my side
When my soul have died
Fly me to the sky
When all I do is hide
Bring me to life
When hope just die
Because with you
I know I’ll be fine

~ Wake Up ~

2005-08-11T21:42:00.000Z

Wake up
So I can say good morning

Wake up
So I can see you smiling

Wake up
So I can still be missing

Wake up
So I can tell you everything

Wake up
So I can stop worrying

the friend i ONCE care

2005-08-10T20:30:00.000Z

it's been a while

it's been a time

it's been you all the time

i care

i did

but i never exist

i wait

and wait

and still wait

i cried

and cried

till my soul die

i risk

i give

but u never thank me

i smiled

i try

but still my wound don't heal

i run

i hide

but still i can't fight

the pain

the rain

the days i hope will go away

i hate

i break

but still i forgave

i explain

again and again

but still u don't hear a thing

and now

im walking away

take care

who am i?

2005-08-09T23:00:00.000Z

sometime im cool,
sometime im angry,
soemtime im Einstein,
sometime im crazy,
sometime im as innocent i can be.

sometime im mystery,
sometime im wacky,
sometime im sensitive,
sometime im serious,
sometime im dependant,
sometime its up to me,

soemtime im lazy,
sometime im nerdy,
sometime im ms. bean,
sometime im clueless,
sometime u juz don't wanna mess with me,

but nobody will ever know
better except me

Padi~ Menanti Sebuah Jawaban

2005-08-02T18:25:00.000Z

aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu

seiring jejak kaki ku bergetar
aku telah terpagut oleh cintamu

menelusup hariku dengan harapan
namun kau masih terdiam membisu

sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
mendakap penuh harapan tuk mencintaimu
setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu

betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
semoga kau tau isi hatiku
dan seiring waktu yg terus berputar
aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
mendakap penuh harapan mencintaimu
setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu

sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
mendakap penuh harapan mencintaimu
setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu

aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu

Hotlink 3G ~ Aktifkan Dunia Baru

2005-07-29T07:02:00.000Z

http://www.hotlink.com.my/3gfloating.html

around da Msia in 80 hour ^__^

2005-07-26T19:17:00.000Z

ahahha...actually we managed to beat the record into 72 hour..
thursday 0700pm till sunday 0700pm ...hehe..
first perlis then all the way through that grik round..poningnyerrr....alast..my love..kelantan..hehe..but we head straight to Terengganu..stayed in a chalet..ade 'patai' (pantai) eheh..but its almost maghrib so..save the best for tomorrow..
had kepok lekor ,bihun,teh o at a surau ...wirid with several locals..juz introducing some of our burdah..juz one song..

alast...the sea is mine...muahahahaha...kecebur..kecebur again...! at first mcm x larat je coz kekenyangan nasi dage..(nasi dagang) and nasi kerabu(share la) but..nampak je laut..terus tuka baju..ahahahha...akhirnya..i manage to float myself after 6 years! dari dulu sampai skrg x reti float..last2..dpt gak! swam with abg ngah,syed azhars lil son..syed aziz & syed abd qadir

manage to break the ice between me and syed azhar's two girls..hurm..sape tah nama dia..ahahah..lupe lagi! zaharah and ain..huh! ingat pun! form 3,form 1,standard 3,standard 1...all have 'endut' (bf/gf in jawa) ...awalnye dpt menantu ye mak cik?..hehe..pasni buat serentak je..save credit!

meh nak promote 'Rumah Rehat Anees'...somewhere near Bukit Rakit or something..near KT..

hurm..hantar kak lang..she was transfered from fishery science to marketing..hehe..dekan buat silap so kena la betulkan silap..then went to Johor through Pahang Darul CT..hehe..tapi,x sempat lalu Kg. Awah coz we cut through before reaching it..huhu..

sampai gak Johor wpun nak stop by kat Bkt Gambir..despite of the long hour..x dapek nak singgah..huhu..bye@ kak ct (kak ipar's village)
sakit belakang coz tido kat lantai kereta (huh! muat lagi rupenye! hish! hish!)
Mak Noor urut ..peh..satu jari je tapi..feel habis..! x makan x ape terus smayang pastu tidozZzZzZzZz....bangun kul 5.30 pagi ..mandi air sejukkkkk..heater x jln..huhu..kena bertolak awal sbb nak hantar adam pulak pi Melaka..pandai pulak naik bas balik BP..ehhe

after all that pening between melaka to N9 road..bengkang bengkok gak..seb baik x muntah..sampai bkt gantang..makan buah mata kucing..hehe..x lalu durian coz dah pening2 lalat..*huh! sempat gak diaorg perabis jagung masa kat Pahang..x dan nak merasa..kena beli lain..(Um stays on coz ade keje)..

and the journey ends....

Cuti-cuti MalaysiaAaAaAaAa....***

2005-07-16T19:11:00.000Z

hehehe..baru balik berendam kolam air panas kat Ulu Legong,Baling,Kedah.
pukul 1-3 pagi berendam! lepas je pi wirid @ doa selamat kat rumah Pak Cik Lan mlm smlm,terus bertolak gi Baling around 12 mlm.

sepanjang petang sampai mlm tu hujan lebat pastu renyai2..pastu dah xde hujan..kira juz nice la masa we all sampai nak mandi.hehe,Hidayah (anak Pak Teh) siap buat muka masam..konon2 mcm Puss In Boots (Shrek) ah..punye la nak pujuk Mak Teh dgn Pak Teh pi skali..hehe..menjadi juga taktik dia :P

mmg hilang sgala angin badan,peh! rilek giler..longlai je lepas kuar pool.rasa mcm lps kena reflexology.hehe,xyah pi spa..kan?lega betul,masuk keta je terus tidozZzZzZz....
ajak minum kat Subaidah jap pun wat dunno je,hehe.tapi,sempat la mkn durian kampung seulas b4 bertolak balik.fuh! lemak berkrim! kalau x kerana letih sgt mmg dah habis satu biji tu.hehe,Pak Teh gila durian.pantang nampak durian mesti nak beli.hahaha...kesian diaorg satu family coz sebln melyn durian je.MakTeh lak gila Pulut Durian..ceh..makan pulut durian x pulak komplen? pelik betul! siap beli lemang semata2 nak mkn gn durian,buat breakfast lak tu! x lalu le kalau kinah.(Mak Teh cite)

anyway,minggu lepas pi Terengganu,hantar kak lang kat 'kusteng' @ KUSTEM hehe.samapi terikut dialek Ganu masa beli makanan kat kantin masa gi skolah.huRM,singgah Kelate sama..pi Kota Baru,tido rumah Said Azhar satu mlm.tgh demam pun sempat pi Pasar CT Khadijah,hehe..siap balik naik beca! masa pergi pasar tu,jln kaki je..nyibuk betul Budak SHELL yg kinah dgn kakak selisih..

"adik nak pi mana? panas ni! meh a*g hantar"~ceh,taktik lama yg x best langsung wpun cute gak la orgnye..hehe..kontrol..kontrol..hish..hish..*

beli baju raya siap2,senang nanti tinggal hantar je.x gaduh que panjang.ada can la mak cik tu nak beraya awal sket.hehe.as usual,warna PINK gak yg kinah pilih..hehe..mulenya nak beli batik..menyahut seruan kerajaan la ni konon coz nampak satu baju batik PINK
(lagi2 pink! hehe).entahlah,kemaruk warna pink sejak kecik lagi,baju semua pink,baju raya pink,beg pink,tikar getah pun pink! hehe nasib x color rambut pink je!

sempat jumpe Farah,dia pun dpt Kustem...x sangka..ade 5 org kwn kinah tersadai kat Tganu.hehe,2 pen pal..3 kawan kat Penang.hehe.
still,Kelatan mmg best! nature still virgin..syok je tgk padi kiri kanan (ada tau!)
pastu Tganu..pantai dier...fuh! you look blue...! hehe
nyaris minum air gula! air kelapa taruk air gula???? pelik tul! bhgn bwh letak air gula,atas taruk air kelapa..panggil air nyior...hehe
makanG kePoK ...(keropok lekor)
fuh! best!

hurm,ni edisi lewat sket coz letih balik Tganu x abis,sekolah lagi so..bz sket la nak update.tah sape la rajin sgt baca blog ni? balik dari Tganu pukul 3 pagi ,pukul 6 terus siap2 pegi sekolah(isnin).malas nak ponteng lelame coz dah 2 hari ponteng minggu lepas sbb demam.pastu minggu sblm dah ponteng hari isnin coz balik dari Melaka kul 5pagi (x larat ma!)..so..jadi budak baik.hehe

haritu kelas kinah kena 'berhijrah'..tapi rasa mcm 'buang negeri' coz ade diskriminasi sket la feelingnye..kelas kinah around 16 student so kena pindah masuk bilik lagi kecik...letak pulak kat stor perpustakaan..hampeh tul! separuh bilik tu letak buku2 libarary,separuh lagi kelas kitaorg.huhu.sadis je rasa bile student lalu-lalang nak masuk bilik media coz mesti sibuk nak jenguk2 kat tingkap mcm la we all ni dlm zoo.hwaAaAaAaaAa :'(

pepun,kejap je.lepas 'perang dingin' konon2 mogok.akhirnya ade gak cikgu Yusof(cikgu BM) yg baik hati pegi negotiate dgn Penolong Kanan coz we all ni terpisah jauh sgt,so menyusahkan la kalau nak buat combine kelas masa tusyen dsb.hehe..berjaya gak taktik Puss In Boots we all :D
merajuk gak la satu kelas sbb ade sorg cikgu tu backing kelas dia.pastu x habaq we all psl tukar kelas.kiranya,kelas 6*** la yg tau dulu pastu siap tanya kat budak kelas diaorg either nak masuk kelas tu ke tak! cis! suke hati je buang we all mcm sampah***

geram tapi x larat nak geram coz dah expect jadi camni.x tau nak ckp ape.mmg xde reaction langsung kinah wpun ramai classmate yg protest.pepun,to me...its a challenge.biarlah..bak kata pepatah.jadilah benih yg dibuang ke laut..jadi pulau? ntah lah..camne pulak benih boleh jadi pulau? setahu kinah..hanya Allah and eruption gunung berapi je yg boleh wat camtu.hehe

*huhu,terlepas 2 workshop Msian Idol :'(

ok,gtg.next week exam.so,kena perah otak lagi la..hehe.till now

selimut bucuk

2005-07-04T14:11:00.000Z

baru balik dari Melaka,hantar 'adik tecik' @ Adam to UniKl.peh! panaz giler kat situ,tapi kat PKN dia lagi membakar..ahaha..patut la hitam habis Adam tu..hehe.

Anyway,walaupun kaunselor kat skool bising2 sbb Adam 'berhijrah' dari Matrix ke UniKl..konon2 mcm rugi la..itu la ini la..biorlah..cg. tu kaunseling pun bukak buku,nak bising kat org...pandai la Adam bout his future,Abi pun takkan xkan la nak ruin his life bila dia sendiri yg advice pi situ.kata Abi:

"we are the world,we control our future"

pepun,yg hampehnye...dlm bnyk2 brg yg dia bawak....selimut bucuk dia gak yg dibawaknya..adussss...!!! hitam lagi bertoksik...hehe..nak wat camne..dari kecik sampai besor..yg tu la yg slalu dia bwk..basuh pun setahun sekali agaknye coz dah hitam giler...bau dia...*wassshuumm...!!!

bertolak kul 8 mlm from Penang..mulenye nak pi lepas smyg Jumaat...*konon je..hehe
last2..bertolak mlm,singgah Perak amik Abg Ngah pastu straight gi Kl sebab nak hantar Um ke KLIA.Um dgn Kak Lang dah ade kat Kl the day before so..sakan la diaorg shopiing sampai ke PutraJaya.dah pandai naik LRT...ceh..!!

Um ade kursus 2 minggu kat Ostrolia..huhu..makin busan la pasni..Adam xde..pastu Kak Lang lak nak gi KUSTEM kat Ganu..Abg Ngah plak dah kat Perak...Abg Long & kak CT memang xkan balik punye...2008 paling koman baru balik...huhu..terkontang-kanting la kinah sensorg..xde org nak gaduh..nak perang mulut ..nak merajuk..hurm..dgn Abi pun bolehlah...hehe..tapi..xleh slalu sgt,nanti Abi merajuk kang susah! habis la..hari2 pegi Mamak je,naik muak makan situ..

pepun,lepas hantar Um kat airport,straight gi Johor dulu...hari Ahad baru pusing balik pi Melaka and straight balik Penang pastu.

"Balik Kampuuuuuuuuuung...o0o0o0o...Balik Kampuuuuuuuuung.....!!!"

dah lame x balik Johor,slalunye setahun sekali...raya la tu! usually balik Perlis je,so kalau balik Johor tu mmg rindu giler la..expecially makanan Johor/Jawa..hehehe..ingat makan je! masa dinner kat rumah Mak Tok pun,Mak Nor masak Ayam Ungkep dgn Ikan Pari Pecal? entahlah..itu yg kinah tau la..x tau betul ke x nama masakan tu..yg penting SEDAP!!!!

esoknya masa nak balik,sempat lagi Mak tok kasi gelang emas harta karunnya..huhu..kinah ni dah la x suka pakai gelang..2 hari je dah bukak balik.entahlah,rasa lemas sbb mcm kena 'gari' je pastu mule la jadi gatal2..haha..untung la EHEM coz xyah beli jewelery kat kinah..tapi still nak gak..buat Aset Tetap..hehe..emas kan nilai dia tetap..Abi gak yg ajar masa explain psl pentingnya establishing Dinar Dirham in our time.sbg trading,sbg zakat,sebagaimana zmn Rasulullah S.A.W and para sahabat..kan? kan? kan?

wpun x minat sgt pakai gelang tapi suke gak..expecially silver..wah..! demamnding gak ye? hehe..stakat utk simpan tu xpe la..pakai? jarang-jarang kecuali ade ocassion.ceh! mcm CT lak nak pakai2 jewelery masa ade show.hehe.

apepun,thanks Mak Tok..sanggup trade gelang sendiri semata2 utk cucu dia.. gelang kawin
kata Mak Tok..aduh! bisanya! still...agak terkedu jap la..sbb lain semcm je harapan Mak Tok..huhu..org sekolah pun x abis lagi dah sebut psl tu! pepun,diz time rasa nak pakai lame sket,tahlah..rasa best jap pakai gelang ni xpecially bila Mak Tok ckp lain semcm..bkn psl kawin la..as if dah nak...huhu..!

*Siddiqah,Atirah and Nabilah pulak..lagi dasat..! sanggup nak kawin dulu semata2 nak gelang Mak Tok.hlawak betul 3 sepapat tu!

ok,tuka topik.jumpe gamba lama Mak Tok dgn arwah Tok Ayah masa zmn Um and adik beradik tgh membesar..huahuahuahuahua...nasib baik Um xde masa we all tgk gamba tu! lawak gilerrrr..expecially gamba Mak Ngah yg kiut giler coz amik photo family masa zmn rambut punk dia..hahaha...

masa tu umur Mak Ngah dlm setahun jagung gak la,yg bestnye..rambut Mak Ngah disikat mcm punk..tajam je kat atas tu.Mak Tok ckp,Mak Ngah mmg suke rambut camtu masa kecik2 so no wonder la ganaz semcm je..hehe..tapi Mak Ngah tetap best wpun garangz.

gamba Um? masa tu 5 tahun kot,dah boleh berlari la masa tu,gamba Um tetap sweet dari kecik sampai besor..and makin syahdu la pulak expecially now that Um ade kat Brisbane.huhu lagi..*
gamba Mak Anjang,mmg betul2 mcm amoi cina..x sangka lak coz bile dah besor skrg ni,muke cine Mak Anjang dah x obvious except pada Mariam Siddiqah,anak Mak Anjang..patut la muke cine betul.maknye pun muke cine.hehe

Moyang perempuan @ Yut sebelah Tok Ayah memang org cina so tiap2 family mmg at least ade sorg dua muke mcm cina.kira genetik la tu..XYXY..hehe..variasi selanjar x selanjar mende tah.
dlm family kinah,Adam la yg mmg mcm apek cine,Mak Su pun ade sorg..Lutfi..yg baru2 ni dah ade awek..hehe..kecik2 tu pun dah pandai ade awek.baru tadika tu! rosak! rosak! hehe..siap tunjuk gamba tadika yg amik ramai2..tunjuk gamba awek cina yg dia minat..

"nak tgk tak gamba yg adik CINTA?"

fuh! POWER betul ayat dia...selamber je dia ckp.hehe..memule tu malu2 nak tunjuk,x kasi tgk..ditenung puas2 gamba kesayangan dia baru berani tunjuk..itupun kat Abg Ngah dulu coz..lelaki..hehe..then baru la dia nak tunjuk kat we all.semoga bahagia..ahhaahah*

despite all,sempat gak tg kTok Uda jap kat rumah Mak Intan.first time kakteh urut Tok Uda dgn lamenye.lenguh gak tgn tapi xpe.Mak Intan beli goreng pisang feveretku...pastu siap ade sambal kicap! peh! kat Penang mane dpt cicah grg pisang dgn sambal kicap.kat Johor ade..!

hurm...akhirnya dgn bye2...we all pergi Melaka lak,on d way singgah R&R Ayer Keroh.fuh! jumpe nasi goreng cili hijau! mengancaaaaam...!!! urus untuk pendaftaran adam tapi end up there till 4 pm sblm betul2 habis psl registration,beratur panjang and management dia mmg weak.so,no wonder lambat masuk asrama.around 6pm baru betul2 bertolak ke Penang coz Abi insist gak nak tgk Adam settle semua..hehe..anak bongsu katakan! siap beli mcm2 kat Adam..usually brg keperluan la,pastu siap tanya kot2 teringin makan Durian faveret Adam tu! Hantu Durian x sihat so x lalu nak makan.hehe..ajaib! ajaib!

*as usual,boys always late,diaorg ade program kul 6.15 pm kena siap beratur tapi 6.30pm baru siap,the girls dah siap.haha.kena mcm kat tentera..CEPAAATTT JALAN..!!! hehe..
ade student laki yg siap bawak bantal bucuk...aduh! lagi dasat! pastu ade siap hug and kisses dgn parents..huhu..mak ayah..cheq pi dulu na?

WaHaHaHaHaHaHaHa...!!!

alast! bertolak ke Penang tapi terpaksa go slightly backwards sbb salah jln,dgn penatnya,sampai gak Penang.ABi mmg speeding lepas drop Abg Ngah kat Perak.before that nasib baik Abg Ngah yg drive so sempat rilek la.itu punberhenti kat mane tah utk tido,akhirnya..lepas head banging lagu tah ape2...excercise a lil bit baru sampai.rasa mcm nak suruh kak lang take over tapi rasanya mmg x dpt la..coz Abi mmg x kasi permission juz about yet.hehe.

arrive at 5.22 am.hehe.ingat kot nak straight bersiap gi sekolah je,naik bas Paki Cik Soad tue tapi rasanya pengsan gak nanti kalau kinah pi skool.so,hari ni rest day.ade alasan lagipun,cuma tetap tolak attendance..x mcm masa Cg. Yati jadi guru kelas.dia x amik kira my MC kalau xde sbb yg reasonable.huhu.kejam! kejam! hehe

oraitz...till now :D

* * PoWeR PuFFGiRLs * *

2005-07-01T15:23:00.000Z

SiTiNuRHaLiZa ^__^

2005-06-28T20:15:00.000Z

www.sitizone.com

www.sitinurhaliza-svoa.com @ http://forum.sitinurhaliza.com

www.ctnurhalizaonline.safaonline.net

www.sitinurhaliza.fotopages.com

hahaha..mesti semua dah muntah bila baca psl CT..

"balik-balik CT...CT! CT! CT!"

itu je la yg slalu kinah dgr dari mulut2 anti-CT termasuk la adik-beradik sendiri and kinah dah lali dgr segala mcm fitnah,gosip yg merapu2 and sengaja nak bagi kinah AURA semcm..huh!

pepun,kinah xkan perkenal lagi siapa CT yg mcm la baiiiikkkk sgt di mata CT fans...

yg pasti,mesti korang heran anak pak ajaib psl ape la yg bestttt sgt CT ni..

kinah dulu pun mmg x minat CT..sekadar tgk sebelah mata je la..x pandai nak minat2 artis masa tue...lagipun,tgk highlight story kat cover *MANGGIS pun kinah dah naik muntah sbb penuh dgn cerita yg tah ape2 plus gambar yg x senonot wpun tau diri tue Islam

the truth is,dlm x minat sgt tue..kinah follow psl CT ..Muzik2 yg yearly buat tue mmg tiap2 tahun kinah duduk tgk.winning dia dlm Jerat Percintaan tu kinah x pedulik sgt sbb lagu tu lagu jiwang...*jiwang2 kinah pun kena la yg berpatutan.hehe..

anyway,lagu Aku Cinta Padamu tue mmg seswai sgt la jadi permulaan kinah minat CT.performance yg pertama kinah tgk by CT yg still xleh lupe is masa dia nyanyi lagu tue la.masa tu its either HMI atau Muzik2 Final,CT pakai baju ala2 tuksedo..siap tongkat warrant dia and kerusi..ala2 Micheal Jackson menari la..hehe

still,kinah sekadar pemerhati sbb x nak la sembrono minat artis itu ini..mmg x percaya sgt artis melayu..kecuali Amy Mastura..haha..the first artis yg kinah minat.

slowly,CT masuk berjaya gak mencairrrkan kinah..hehe...itupun lepas 7 thn kemudian barulah kinah officially jadi peminat CT for good! ingat x performance CT masa Cindai? Balqis? those were the BEST!!

Cindai sbb itu lagu pertama dia go to tradisional,Balqis sbb Arabic Style sket and akhirnya lepas tgk sendiri..actually VCD masa on the way back home kat bas Pak Cik Soad..masa tue diaorg psg konsert CT yg pertama and kinah betul2 giler dgn lagu Diari Hatimu...mcm mana lirik lagu tu says..mcm tu la kinah 'simpan' CT di dalam Diari Hatimuuuu...*

at last,kinah sekali lagi buat penilaian terakhir dgn meminjam kaset SAFA yg tengah panassss....*biar lambat asal minat..hehe..itu le jwpn kinah kalau org tanya kenapa x minat dari dulu lagi..

and..of course la CT pass with flying colours..siap ade rainbow lagi..hehe..*bila masa pulak CT kena amik test jadi Kinah Idol nie? dan lepas tue baru la kinah tahu psl CT ...start kumpul artikel psl CT..album collection and tentu sekali majalah psl CT....kinah cuma beli majalah about CT je...even pesan dgn kawan kalau habis kat kedai kwsn kinah..and kinah xkan pernah bagi sesape kelepet majalah tue kalau diaorg belikan..that means..DILARANG gulung2..lipat dua..apatah lagi koyak walau secebis atau sekedut mana..mmg boleh jadi QC la kinah!

tapi,skrg dah maju..so..dah stop beli psl CT ..sesekali tu ade tapi once in a blue moon..cthnya psl RAH konsert aritu..info terbaru CT kinah boleh refer kat website CT so ..jimatlah sket duit kinah...*trying to save up some money nowadays..

and..album collection kinah dah bertukar dari kaset kpd CD bermula dgn Prasasti Seni sebab radio kat rumah dah veteran..xleh pakai bhgn kaset and..kaset ni mudah putus and rosak and berubah kualiti coz lagu CT xkan play sekuat dulu..

now,kinah lebih bnyk download lagu2 CT dari internet expecially website SVOA nie..dgn satu nazar yg kinah akan beli yg original..full album,konsert..kaset,CD,VCD,DVD?*huh! sungguh membazir...becoz CT worth it! hehe

tapi disbbkan terlalu lama nak tunggu kinah pegang duit sendiri and all so terpaksa la sokong Torrentsies..hehe!

konsert CT? cuma sempat masa Fantasia Tour kat B'worth..peh! baru lps operate dah merayap memlm semata2 konsert CT..kinah pergi ber3 dgn ABANG Long,kak lang...balik kul 12 mlm..nasib baik Abi bagi..Fewwwhh!!

still,kinah sekadar tgk dari jauh..beli poskad CT je..mulenye nak beli starter pack Hotlink yg ade offer duduk dpn stage coz time tu pakai DiGi..tapi rasa sayang pulak nak keluar duit..hehe..biarlah..dari jauh pun cukup puas hati..walaupun sepanjang kul 8-12 tue..*smyg siap2 !.... asik berdiri coz x cukup tinggi..*tengit betul mamat2 hampeh tue..

masa tu kinah siap call kak CT yg still bertunang dgn abglong sbb nak dia dgr konsert CT ..*habis gak credit kinah time tu..xpelah..

and of course..wpun deny memule tu..kinah siap nyanyi2 lagu CT time konsert..bikin havoc ..."CT! CT! CT!" coz kak lang is way at the back...*kantoi jugak kinah!nasib xde banner je..kalau x kinah dah lame lambai2..ahah...!

wpun still in Nestum,still penat nak berjln coz xde energy sgt..still CT gak yg kinah cari..hehe..bile lagi? juz diz once ..tu pun nasib baik x jadi buat kat Penang masa memule tour disbbkan mslh tertentu so diaorg reschedule semata2...kinah! hehe...perasaan..!

and now..kinah tetap akan minat CT..wpun...saat bintang x mampu lagi berdendaaaaaang....*

insyaAllah..one of my room akan jadi bilik CT..hehe..mini muzium psl CT je..sure x larat dgr kinah Junior psl CT jer...hahahaha...Totally CT..!!!*

cleft

2005-06-27T11:40:00.000Z

ni kinah satu masa dulu dan xkan nafi wpun dah x nmpk camni..
ni masa kecik2..*tau la lukisan..gambaran je..

anyway,kinah cleft palate..that means..ada dua perkara:

1. bibir rabik..as the used to say
2. sumbing..entah la..x silap
kinah..lelangit kinah xde so kena
repair

sejak last operation 27 May 2004 x silap is my 4th operation since 1 month old..my first op8tion pastu umur setahun..2nd op8tion..3rd op8tion..form 2..and lps STPM will be my last..*hopefully coz Dr. kata maybe still ade minor operation..

pepun..the major operation..semuanya dah lepas..FEWWWHHH..!!
kinah sbnrnya mula treatment sejak form 1,tu pun kebetulan we all adik-beradik buat dentist check-up and turn out to be regularly to me and Abg Ngah..

selepas penat cabut almost 10 batang gigi gara2 treatment till now..baru la kinah buka braces..'perjuangan' menyambung treatment hanya diteruskan oleh kinah coz Abg Ngah dah 'surrender'..*kinah fhm..mmg penat la gak nak ngabiskannye.. ahah..Girl Power!

buat masa ni..x bnyk yg kinah boleh recall coz slalunya kinah xde nak tulis pun psl treatment ni.yg kinah ingat..masa form 2 ..operate buat 'bone graft' iaitu..tanam tulang kat sebahagian gusi kinah yg xde nih..*kat dalam..so x nampak la perbezaan..

pengalamannya..mencabar iman & kesabaran..hehe..selain sakit nak turun katil coz dipaksa berjalan lps few days operate..*masa tu baru je operate so bahagian kanan pinggul ni dah kurang sebahagian KECIL tulang yg digunakan untuk tanam kat gusi..*faham ke? hehe..check sendiri kat internet

selain menyampah sbb xleh makan all the food ..xleh kunyah2 wpun kdg2 curi2 gak..haha..itu masa akhir2 recovery la Um! semua makanan mesti di-blender-kan..yup! bihun sup..blender..bubur pun blender..masa tu taruk sgala mak nenek daging,ayam,sayur ...hish! hish!
and my usual..Nestum pepagi..

mulanya makan semua through syringe..amik syringe yg paling besor tu..*rasa mcm kena cucuk lak..hihi..sedut all d food yg nak..than TEMBAK..masuk mulut..*BURP!

sepanjang tu,mmg insaf la..dan sekali lagi meng-insaf-kan diri..thn lepas..kali ni..xde la nak makan pakai syringe..worst than that..minum je..pakai botol susu lak tu..UWEEEKKKK...!!!*

kinah mmg warning siap2..sape buat kinah gelak,siap lah! bkn ape,masa form 2..kinah tergelak dgn Um..terkekeh-kekeh dgn sakitnye menahan bhgn pinggang yg amik tulang tue..kiranya..xde support tulang..so kalau gelak tue..mmg azab la! *dont play-play!

tapi yg peliknya..kali ni..yg recently..xde lak sakit cam dulu..alhamdulillah. kali niamik bhgn kiri lak..and miracle-nye..siap boleh jalan2 lagi esoknya..hehe..tapi slow motion la gak..usung la water dripper merata..boring giler..

sakit? not really...masa awal2 la coz still in bius..mmg ngantuk giler..keje tido je..mmg masa tu ..tido tahap skunk la...tapi as i recall..b4 masuk O.T tue..kinah mmg menggeletar habis..masa form 2..burst into tears sebaik saje masuk dewan bedah..juz after Mak Ngah masuk nak tgk kinah..HWaaAAaaaaA...!!!

tapi,masa yg lps SPM tu..kinah sekadar menggigil tahap beku and berjaya menahan kebrutalan..ahaha..dlm hati mmg nak nangis je..bangun je..kinah malas nak pikir ape..sambung tido..whahahaha..pedulik la..lepas khusyuk tido..akhirnya bgn gak..*kinah ingat sekali ade Dr. Lim kejut coz nak test reaction..terjaga jap..angkat tgn jap..itu ini dgn mamunnye..pastu ..DOOOMM.!!! tido!

first thing..air..rasa mcm kat dessert je..mmg cari air..biasalah..dehyedrated..nak mkn..xleh...balik2..air kosong dari NENEN kinah..huhu..hantam je la..tapi..xleh ckp..mulut 'terkunci' coz ade plat mende tah kat dlm mulut..kali ni..kinah operate sbb nk bagi sama position jaw kinah..so..sbb tu xleh ckp..cuma minum through bottle je..

***sori la..struktur cerita agak berterabur..

pusing jap masa kinah buat blood test..tah nape..lembab giler nak dpt darah kinah..huhu..bnyk kali kena cucuk coz x jumpe urat..bile dah dpt suck blood..x kuar lak..sedut..sedut...lambat giler..wargghhh ...!!! vampire!!!

ok..sambung balik**

ape ek?masa dihabiskan dgn tido..meragam..berlakon cite bisu coz tulis kat note book je..perasan jadi VIP coz tiap kali ade ape2 yg nak ..mesti bunyi 'loceng'..ahhaahah..im the QUEENNNNN...!!! habis nurse..Um kena torture..sorry! sorry! sorry! *grin...SORRY!

pepun..loceng kinah bkn sembarangan..bermula dgn kotak tisu kosong yg ade batu ke ape tah dlm tu..tuka ke ..baby rattle...!!! then akhirnya..botol kosong yg ade coins dlm tu..*baby rattle tu dah disedekah kpd kak faridah kat sebelah..*dia lagi dahsyat..tah berape kali operate nak ngabiskan treatment..kes lain sket..

hari2..rindu..haha..wpun seminit je Um keluar memane ke..lain2 perkara..tgk TV..*sempat lagi tgk 3DCT yg tgh tayang kat TV2..haha..Hidup CT! and as usual..mengabiskan credit Um coz sms dgn ...someone..huhu..saat mcm tu pun dia still boleh sms dgn kinah..yg lagi lawak is masa kinah akhirnya call dia tapi sekadar boleh dgr suara dia and 'humming' je..coz xleh ckp..kesian kat dia..kena tahan sebak..hahahaha..*someone tue..sahabat sejati kinah ..perempuan la..!

sempat tgk Harry Potter all time fave ..The Prisoner of Azkaban dgn Shrek..*cess..gatal pi tgk apsal..kan x thn gelak!
mane2 je..mesti dok habiskan air mineral..selang seli dgn Milo..ribena..anything la..with my nenen..ehhe..tapi..mmg jenuh ulang alik toilet la coz sehari kena minum almost 2000ml sebelum dripper boleh bukak..huhu..dah lah hujung syringe tu runcing giler..jenuh nak minum..penat picit botol je..lenguh tgn!

tapi,yg paling geram sampai skrg sbb bila balik je rumah..sedara mara kat Johor dtg..*bkn marah sbb diaorg dtg..tapi..sbb malam tu Um masak punye la mengiurrrkan...HWaAaAaaaaAa...!!! dgn menelan air liur sambil bayang tgh makan semua tu..minum la Enercal sensorg,,huhu :'(

Lutfi,anak Mak Su pulak naik jeles dgn kinah coz dpt minum from nenen..ahahha..sape suruh dia x bwk botol susu! riak al takbur giler la masa tue..hish! hish! *ape la..dgn budak2 pun nak dengki..mestilah! dia sedap2 boleh mkn nasi ..kite ngabiskan air je..huh!

after a while..baru la bukak palate ..tu pun gerun gak masa time bukak coz baru lagi..maunyer silap..masuk balik OT..huhu..Dr. Khoo cuci mulut..peh! pedas giler Oradex..ala..mcm Listerene tu..guggle almost 30 minit..PEDASSSSS....!!!!

pepun,sejak tu baru la boleh makan blend..syukur! and slowly..terlepas gak dari azab 6 bulan tu..siap pergi majlis bertunang Abg Long and kenduri kat rumah kak CT ..still usung Nestum gak masa tue..huhu..sakit hati tgkUngkep..sayur..dahlah kinah giler mskn Johor..*kecuali Tempe..aik..silap..itu Jawa la..ahahaha...!!

and upcoming operation ,nose job..not like ud be thinking..diz time..huhu..amik tulang rusuk lak..mmg keje mengambil tulang org tul la! tulang tu..sebhgn kecil je..akan di sambung ke bhgn hidung..*rasa mcm Mr. Potato coz boleh attach balik jidung..wahahah...kawan dgn Jacko la pasni!

and the history repeats...cuma kali ni..luckyly..kinah boleh makan mcm biasa..cuma..sakit bahagian dada la coz operate bahagian tu sket..*sigh

click for pictures...*hold ur breath..Muahahahahah...!!!

http://www.fotopages.com/cgi-bin/account.pl?page=2

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ponteng!

2005-06-27T10:14:00.000Z

officially ponteng gara2 lambat bangun..huhu..xde sape nak hantar..parents x balik lagi..kakak sendiri plak x berani bawak keta coz xde permission Abi wpun dah dpt lesen..*pagi2 slalunye jln dpn bz,nak keluar junction pun mau gak 20 minit kalau x terrer...traffic light on da way gi skool lak mmg gila babas lambat tuka lampu..so..slalunye..kena keluar awal kalau nak sampai skool..*KL lagi le...

so,what to do? mulanya nak tgk hwork yg terbengkalai..haha..asik x siap je ..then..sangkut dpn komputer la pulak..dimulakan dgn cerita korea Love Story In Harvard Episod 1 yg baru siap dwnlod..huh! Kim Tae Hee..sgt menggoda..*watak tue lak..x tergoda pun..
dah habis..baca blog plak..sesambil tulis blog sendiri..*dah siap tulis separuh jln..hang! cess..tulis balik..huhu..

ni pun,internet mcm kehabisan petrol je..gedegek..gedegek..nak je head banging..tapi xleh..hehe.. *fuh! akhirnya..jln jugak tenet!
pepun..smlm tido lambat...bnyk sgt pikir..benci tul kalo terpikir psl tue..sure berejam-jam pikir hal tue..akhirnya..kite yg susah..*no more think-think..menyusahkan aku je memikiornye..

smlm,merpati sejoli tu akhirnya..call gak setelah berkurun-kurun lamenye menyepikan diri..dgn muke bacam yg dibuat2..hehe..
pandai pulak kaka CT ckp Penang.." Marah lagi ka?"
tapi..pandai lagi kalau memujuk..hihi..caiiirrr...

juz had Nestum! yup! itulah yg slalu kinah mkn..sejak2 operate...terbiasa lak mkn Nestum yg slalunye kinah habiskan hampir setin by myself..Muahahahahha...!!! itu time terpaksa..keadaan kesihatan x mengizinkan..so Nestum is the option la..

dulu rajin makan Quaker Oat..tapi terpaksa stop coz berat badan turun mendadak..makin kurus.skrg ni pun dah mcm Anoereksia wpun slalu menjalankan aktiviti makan,makan and makan lagi..*maybe one of the cause...kantin..hehe..x cukup zat!
dari 48 kg before op8...jadi 38kg.. and still menurun kot..tahlah..xde penimbang la..

Jay Chou

2005-06-27T07:30:00.000Z

www.jay2u.com

satu2 nye boypren apek cine kinah yg bernama Jay Chou ni telah scr x sengaja kinah jatuh cintan masa tgh tuka channel kat radio once upon a time..

masa tu mmg giler2 tunggu kat radio cine everyday semata2 nak dgr lagu dier..coz kinah x tau ape name dia..tajuk lagu dia lagi la x tau sbb sume ckp 'chong-cheng' je..ehhe

akhirnya,tau gak psl apek nie atas bantuan Joanne..Pang Yau kinah masa kat Minden Height..peh! Jo-N pun respek coz kinah minat JC..and kinah lak respek dier balik coz minat CT..hehe..mcm program exchange-student la pulak..!

rupenye si JC ni kinah penah jumpe di 'kelahiran lalu'..haha..xde la..maksud kinah..dulu masa MTV Asia 2003 x silap..JC penah perform kat situ...mmg respek giler la performance dier...kewll..!! tapi..masa tu..lagu dia mcm x seswai lagi coz bingit..tgk vid klip dier pun mmg sakit telinga ..mata ..coz mcm perasan hip hop je..

pepun..kinah tarik balik la my words sejak minat dia..hehe..hipokrit?

yg sure..kinah start minat sejak album kedua..*mcm CT gak..minat masa album SAFA..b4 dat juz sbg pemerhati..hehe

dlm album kedua..*cover album yg atas tue la..

ade lagu Yi Fu Zhi Ming..memang besh la..ade piano...ade rap..slumber je dier nyanyi..

then album ke3...*x tau sgt psl discography dier...hehe

album ke3 Common Jasmine Orange..lagi bestttt..expecially lagu Zhan Zhi Shang..di ikuti Jie Kou..Wai Po..and bnyk lagi la..penuh satu folder hasil meng-dwnload-kan album2 JC..ahah..*ala,sori la bang!

so, skrg ni..apek dah berlakon la pulak..cite Initial D..entah psl ape..x sempat tgk lagi..dwnlod lagi le...hehehe..so...JaAaAaAAangan Ketinggalan Tawaran Yg Istimewa,Kepuasan Di jamin 100% bkn Malaysia...!!!

perut oh perut

2005-06-27T05:20:00.000Z

food poisoning la agaknye kinah since monday ..huaaa...this whole week asik 'melabur' je kat BSKL..kejap lega...kejap 'rempit' cari BSKL.
entahlah..nak komplen ..kite sorg la pulak..kantin sekolah mmg feymes dgn ke-'uwek'-kan makanannya tapi xde sape penah kisah..tau mkn je...mcm kat penjara rasenye..asik mkn benda yg same..pastu tah ape2 dia jual..

hari2..nasi lauk ayam goreng ka..hotdog ka..telur yg penuh minyak tu gak jd option..cukuplah KFC tu pun jual ayam..kantin pun?? then,the only variety yg ada..bihun sup,laksa yg cair giler..mee kuah yg boleh tahan la gak sedap...lain2 option...roti dlm plastik tukopok lekor yg mmg jauuuuuhhhh beza dgn kopok lekor t'ganu..*nasib baik gak kali ni tauke dia jual besor2 sket...kalau kantin dulu..senipis2 yg boleh digorengnye!

utk menambahkan rasa x puas hati..air kantin yg x berani kinah minum sgt kecuali yg kinah order panas2..or air teh ais coz mmg confirm kena masak air panas dulu.thats why kalau br8fast kat skool kinah order air milo suam..hehe..segelas besar..juz for me..*bocah cilik kuat mkn..kalau kak liza tau..

itupun, krisis makanan dgn pak cik kantin.ceh! nasi goreng yg mak cik kantin buat tu mmg x sedap la sometime..kadang tu basi semcm je rasa..and hari tu 'im not alone'...rupenye ramai yg realize psl makanan kat kantin tu..tapi,semuanya buat bodo..melantak ikut 'dan'
so,hari tu..kinah pun jumpe straight ke Majlis Tertinggi UMNO..eh silap..kat tauke kantin @ pakcik kantin tue la..

mulenye nak ckp kat mak cik kantin tapi nanti ada unsur2 sabotaj..so..baik ckp terus kat tauke dier...then..backfired plak komplen kite..hampeh tul! cerewet la..demanding la..juz bcoz kinah slalu minta milo suam kesayanganku....mau taknye mintak milo suam ..pepagi bute diaorg buat air teh ais..teh O ais..sejuk mcm tu pun still nak bagi air ais??? kinah dah la xleh kalau x minum air panas...masuk angin la..itu la ini la..dan akhirnya..hari tu..kinah x turun rehat...boikot!

cuma,yg x bestnye..si polan yg sama2 support opinion psl makanan kat kantin tu..boleh buat bodo je masa kinah kena 'lecture'..hantu punya kawan! bukannya nak backing ke ape..rasa mcm berlakon cite hindustan..asik kena opress

boikot sekejap je wpun rasa tebal sgt muke nak beli kat kantin..disbbkan perut nan lapar..so..pedulik ape! cuma,pagi..kinah xkan pergi kantin melainkan dtg awal..semua mkn kat rumah..rehat lak..bawak air masak..makan je baru beli..wah..jimat duit kinah!

xpelah..ni tahun terakhir kat situ..so..nak tak nak..makan je la..kadang2 dpt free food..hehe..ade gak mak cik kantin yg baik..*kali ni mmg semua baik2..cume sorg dua je yg kureng.

tapi..one of the horror yg kinah nampak ..rendam ayam dlm air..pastu dekat sgt dgn air sabun and surrounding dia mmg hampeh..belum masuk dapur dia lagi..! mmg xde ciri2 kebersihan..*

akhirnya...memang patut la kinah slalu je balik awal sbb cecirit...so..jgn tanya le apsal kinah slalu sakit perut..tapi..best gak..hehe..time2 xde mood tu..time2 hwork x siap tu..Muahahahahahah..!!!

dulu la...sekarang dah baik..'angel' je...mane taknya...bosan duk rumah sensorg..selubung dgn selimut..bantal sampai 4..minyak panas..telan chi kit tek aun..tido..tido and tido..

*x tau ape nak tulis lagi..berenti tgh jln la cite ni

SEPET

2005-06-26T11:12:00.000Z

wah! akhirnya dapat gak upload image..hehe..this is my second image..wpun hakikatnya..ni la satu2 nya gamba yg kinah upload..tapi disbbkan gangguan internet..hilang camtu je gamba yg kinah upload..

*peliknya taip 'kinah'...im not used to that word..id rather be called 'sakiinah'..hehe..skema sket kalau bab2 nama..ye la..Abi elok2 bagi nama tue..nak panggil kinah lak..

www.sepet.com.my

anyway,ni la cite melayu yg kinah paling paling into it sooOoOoOoOooOoooo.....much....!! sweet sgt ..hehe..minah jiwang? bolehlah..sekejap je..wpun asyik dgr lagu ct yg mmg sure jiwang karat..hihi..

as u know..cite ni ttg minah mlayu dgn apek cina yg in love la..si Ah loong dgn Orked yg mmg terang lagi nak ber'torchlight' beza agama and budaya tapi xde nak dihalang sesape pun wpun kengkwn dia bnyk komen ..*kawan cina Ah Loong akhirnya respek kat amoi ni coz terrer ckp cina and about film2 dsb

cume..mmg biasalah..kontrovesi sket..ade berkemban la ckp org..mmg true..tapi kalau tgk the whole cite pun..xde sgt yg nak bising...*dlm hati doa je la...hopefully xde la scene camni..x penting sgt nak tunjuk camni..

still..teringat 'perang' kinah dgn Aisyah..hehe..psl SEPET ni la..dier bising psl berkemban..tapi..sbg peminat setia SEPET..mmg backing habis la..to recall to..mmg x ingat la..*tgh dgr lagu album ct..baru dwnlod tapi..mcm nak tido gak la..hehe..not all lagu dia best...salahkan komposer..hehe..

in the end..accident pulak mamat tu..x tau la jadi ape...seems like 'roh' dia yg angkat teponmasa Orked finally nak call dia...ramai yg wondering tapi to me..biarlah tergantung camtu je..teringat cartoon yg Kaoru Utopia pernah lukis..mmg best la baca komik dia..penuh dgn cite2 jiwang..hehe

one of the best part..mesti la time Ah Loong 'ronggeng' kata kak Zy in one of her pic..ehhe..promo la pulak..si Ah Loong nie..boleh menari zapin lak..

"Dia Datang..."

tapi..geli la gak tgk masa tue..biasalah..budak baik..time2 cencor..aurat...tutup mata..hehe..kak Wah pun gelakkan kinah masa we all sesame tgk Bridget Jones..
*gila! scene TUUUTTT gak dia nak tgk.."ala,biasalah tu..bkn ape pun.." bynk la...mule2 biasa..pastu?? makin berat la 'bahu kiri'

but,time Orked FIRE mat salehcelup yg jadi bf kawan dia mmg best..

"engkau tu dah la Mat Saleh Celup..English FAIL..tapi...bla...bla..bla.."

hehe..mmg berbisa betul la...mostly mmg potray the real thing in msyrkt..naik takut gi KL expecially port2 utama teenagers lepak dsb. gerun gak tgk dressing diaorg...melayu dah pandai buka2 ..laki pulak dah pandai pegang2..and yg lelain tu..mmg hancussss...!!

patutlah Wanie siap mintak kinah doa supaya dia x terpengaruh..hehe
insyaAllah..aku akan doa..yer la..aku pun x mo la satu ari hang pakai tah ape2..pastu sure hang x mo kawan dgn aku yg out-dated ni..hehe
*Wanie..kawan kinah masa gi kelas BI..minah muke Arab yg ....****
x baik mengata kat org,kan? kan? kan? abaikan je..

orait..wrap up..The End

peace \/oo

2005-06-26T04:18:00.000Z

kiut kan?

B marah :(

2005-06-26T01:49:00.000Z

saje miscall dia...nak tau dia dah bgn belum..tadi sms jap..about novel BitterSweet that ive been reading.addicted habis..i guess it wasn't necessarry...juz sharing my thoughts...x kisah dia nak reply/x
and again..to make things more worse..sms lagi..saying that i'll be online..which means..kalau dia free...online la..

* aiseymen...kakak dia la yg msg..guna hp dia..patut la doesn't sound like her at all..pepun still sorry..plus gerun coz almost made me had
'heart-attack'

wont be calling her..takut...!!!
im really phobia expecially bila anyone marah sejak someone thing..it was a lesson for me..i learn't it the hard way..thx someone
huhu..x tau nak tulis ape..hilang mood.oklah..nak smyg asar..khusyuk baca buku ..dah kul 6 lebih.pasni kena stop jap..satgi x siap hwork yg terbengkalai..stpm is drawing near ..gggGgGggGgGGgGGGgGGggg...**

*BUBBLES...oo000

2005-06-24T10:44:00.000Z

nickname yg paling hampeh penah diberikan kawan kinah..juz becoz im into Power Puff Girl and maybe sbb perangai pun lebih kurang bubbles..

lame gak nak terima nick mcm tu tapi lelame mcm best je ..hehe
pepun,dpn publik kianh warning siap2 supaya x sebut nick kinah.wpun boleh terima ...finally tapi rasa mcm di hug dpn2 org ramai oleh Um kalau diaorg panggil mcm tu.

shahril la org yg pertama mmemulakan 'revolusi'..budak form 5 yg se-clasmate B @ BABY..selama ni cuma B je yg panggil camtu sejak2 kinah dpt tau dia set hp dia gune name tu.then tah camne si shahril tu boleh prosek hp B and found out.cis! jatuh standard 'kakak form 6' kinah =P

keje men-download ape saja movie , lagu yg cambest.juz got so7,yusuf islam,said al ghamidi in my file.akhirnya slps berhari2 menunggu..mendownload and meng-connect balik sbb parents asik stop d'lod ...hehe..internet kinda slow la tiap kali on BitLord

pepun,bump into miyyah's blog.someone annonymous tapi write blog dgn jujur skali,very open,straight and simple.thats why i start blogging in here balik.hehe..selama ni asik menaip kat blog lain.the SECRET blog.

whateverpun,if you have the chance,baca la blog ni xpecially yg archive April 2005 and loadz more.wpun penat nak baca pepanjang tapi best.i juz love reading,had been trying to finish 'bittersweet' for ages.since op8,x penah ada time nak belek buku tu.pakcik abdad bwk utk read kat katil tapi kinah still pening2 lalat and tired sgt despite all and of course seeing that bulky book is enough to set it aside apart frombuku2 utk stpm yg x penah habis.mcm tu gak la buku2 spm,x penah habis,latihan x penah habis semua except MAHIR book coz ada soalan past year.hehe

selasa

2005-06-07T14:40:00.000Z

wash um's car early in da mornin..huaargghhh...*
..hehe..owed some phone bills..oopppssyy* =P

juz got back from Perlis..attend 2 weddings in one day...saturday..*BURP
went to ..Mak Cik Aliya's wedding in Bkt Mertajam...end up racing 3 Merz in front us when we accompany the convoi ..Tok Ah's children are some loaded family..so..its not surprising..*penat nak mengejornya...FEWHH...!!!

the night..we stop for some dinner at a resto and i end up eating Pulut Durian..hehe..then..we headed to Tok Lang's house..Mak Su Hanis is getting married that night..akad nikah after isyak and ate another plate of fried fish,vege...and Tok Lang's authentic ACARRRR...!!! ^__^

i got ..*cabar'ed by Fatin,my cousin..claiming that im on diet...what???
ive had...nasi ..nasi..and nasi...and another nasi..for dessert! it was raining cats and dogs..by tomorrow..the place are all soaky...with mud at some places..but it didn't stop the wedding..*persandingan.

had..daging kurma,sayur..and of course..another ACAR..exclude the curry...had enough Mamak! got some chocolate to give away..bentara thing.and alas...the wedding..full songket..juz like Norzie & Aidid's..juz some flower added..with tudung..without the grand thing..simple enough..

oh yeah..how i hate..hp..xde line langsung kat situ..whats worst is..i forgot to bring back my charger ..left it at Tok Jam's house..huhu :'(
hopefully..abg Didi will drop by and bring my charger on his way back to KL..didnt manage to recognize his wife..start to work some ..makin kurus including abg dd

went shopping at TESCO today..bought some groceries..kept pulling Um away from jewelerry stuff ..cloth..BAHAYA!!! hehe..had Kayu Nasi Kandar..got allergic over the chicken..my hormon kept changing..dulu allergic ayam jap..pastu daging..then its chicken back..!

but,i finally found my 'soul milk'..hehe..found the exact milk i used to drink in 'Ulu Klang'..GoodDay brand indeed..cant get enough of it..! *SLUUURRPP..!!!
bz downloading movies..korean xpecially..got some of Shin Chan..Maruko Chan's Movie ^__^

searching for some nice movies xpecially the Urban's as they are called..things like ..Iranian..Iraq..the Unknown..but best! Still fancy some Box Office film..the oldies xpecially Barbara Streisand's..huRm..lookin up for some more torrents in da net i guess..

anyway..i think..i'll juz keep it for a while..watch after stpm..full of tution last week..bz finishing presentation..hand-outs xpecially. sigh..when will i ever study? still trying..huhu..control ur inner-self i must..*yoda =P

ok..juz a bout enough..my parents kept saying about how i must this and that..off the record..juz the usual..brok-brek..hehe..i become so numb...*
till now

Chibi Maruko Chan ^__^

2005-05-11T11:10:00.000Z

FuLL Of DReaMS~Yume Ippai
By:Yumiko Seki

* tanoshii koto nara ippai
yume miru koto nara meippai
imasugu oshare ni kikaete
tomodachi sagashi ni yukou yo

aozora ni tsuzuku sakamichii
kiseki kaketeku ano ko wa da are?
wasureteta takara mitsuketa yo
kiritotta jikan no katasumi
yuuyake sougen kaze no nioi
egao no mahou o oshiete

**genki ni narou yo ippai
KIRAKIRA shiyou yo meippai
harikiri tsubasa o hirogete
PECHAKUCHA oshaberi shiyou yo

mugi wara boushi no natsuyasumi
akai jitensha de doko e yuku no
hi damari no kusabue ga kikoeta yo
omoide no ano hashi wataroukagerou
himawari MASHUMARO no kumo
kokoro no enogu ga afuredasu
* repeat
**repeat

What happened these days?

2005-05-04T01:07:00.000Z

beside the HOT weather..huRm..if only i'm fat..i'd be all thin by now..huhu..getting thinner these days.feeling like living in a sauna these days...FEWWHHH...!!!

went to Alor Star last saturday and sunday for kak shikin's wedding.huh! all 'orange' hehe..Zahid AF phenomenon.
done my MUET at last! hehe..despite some question all confused of,i took too long on the summary.must try to shorten my time.hate summary! dunno how to combine.but,despite all..it does improve my summarizing skill.hehe

been on the hp with a new friend this April.hehe..i know you're reading this! smile on.sigh...my credit have finished because of a miscall.what happened to Hotlinks 3 second???? huhu.

oh yeah.the wedding.it was well done.all orange..the weather is 'orange' the bride is orange.hehehe.even the water is 'orange'.strange....

didn't went to see kak shikin's nikah thus.was accompannying Um at Mak Teh's house.had enough view of nikah...my bro's-lah.they're the best nikah i've been.hehe.all kept in detail for my 'niece' to hear.haha.sayangnye takde vid cam..kan?feeling like recording everything involving my life and others.but,my brain record is more memorable. :- D

that night ,hehe..abg Sham ..kak norlin's hubby finally got to the wedding.been a 'pengapit' elsewhere.gile bergambar! said kak norlin.he went straight to the pelamin to snap picture.look like pengatin yg ditinggalkan.~all alone.

oh yeah.miscalling kak norlin like crazy.kikiki.'balas dendam'~she seldomly sms me.huhu.now..she's been miscalling me.reverse phycology?dunno.huRm...the mini concert' between me,hidayah and hazim
(the other twin of pak teh's son) haha..from 'Terhangat' to Pop Yeh Yeh"

"Jaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnggggggggaaaannnn" ~ me
"....... ketinggalan tawaran yg istimewa" ~ hidayah
"kepuasan 100% buatan Malaysia" ` hazim

then...

'O o O o POP..!" "Yeh..Yeh!!"

hence

"dan mungkin bila nanti...kita kan bertemu lagi ..~~~~ me and hazim outside the house.hehehe.maghrib2 menyanyi lak! cess...*what to do..next door neighbour played it loud. ;-P

oh yeah..during the wediing,they played lots of song..at first juz some song from Dewa ^__^ and whatsoever
when the groom..? bride? uh..i dunno...when pengantin lelaki came..someone miscalled kak norlin to inform their arrival so that the kompang cd can be played.haha..machine replaced men?
however...dunno what happened.the pengantin haven't arrived yet..so..wrong timing la pasang lagu! hihi..

after all the tiresome ..finally got back home despite missing 99% of AIM the night before.but,still catch-up with the last number~CT..!! * save the BEST for last!

got a new friend,Natasha~mak teh's sis ...daughter who coincidently once study in Maahad Muar like the Aiza's sister as they called it in their school.hehe.

ok,till now.too many detail.bubbye..had to get back on my books.mid term exam.hehe

p/s: this published time is CRAZY..its not even 2 AM !!! had to adjust it..dunno how yet

Truly Madly Deeply~Savage Garden

2005-05-03T09:29:00.000Z

I'll be your dream,
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.

I'll be your hope,
I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong
I will be faithful cause I'm counting on

A new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry..
the tears of joy for all the pleasure
and the certainty that we're surrounded
by the comfort and protection of..
the highest power.

In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.

I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
Cause it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
be everything that you need.

I'll love you more
with every breath
truly madly deeply do...

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

Ha Ha Ha...got used to diz caller ringtone so I decide to look out for the lyric,was quite popular back in the 90's
I bet you all know this song.But, I never knew the title or artist who sang that song till now.hehe

peace143

2005-04-29T08:10:00.000Z

-Yourself---

Initials: -->peace143
Nicknames: --> kinah
Birthday: --> 22/12/198
6Place of Birth: --> HBPP
Zodiac: --> Cap...what?
Gender: --> girl-lah
Siblings---> 4th out of 5+1 ( last one~went back for 'HoneyMoon' )

---Your Appearence---

Hair Color:--> black..orange..? 'inai' thing..
Hair Length:--> short ma...! very HoT ...woo...!!
Eye Color:--> brown..hazel nut..whatever...!
Height: --> 15...sumthin
Weight: --> hehe..below 40..light as feather..
Shoe Size: --> 5..6..7..huh? depends
Braces?: --> Metal gIRL.. \OO/
Glasses?: --> hehe..where did i put it ah?
Piercings: --> done that..doesnt suit me..left it closed afterwards..hehe..
*telinga la!
Tattoos: --> duh!
Righty or Lefty: --> yeah...right!

---Your Firsts---

Kiss: --> euwww....gross!
B.F/ G.F: --> huRm....
best friend: --> my lil bro..but then..he found 'sum1else'...hehe..
Award:--> DUIT RAYA...!!
Sport You Joined: --> 'Kejar-kejar'..hey..thats a sport,what..!
pet: --> cat..manyak suka!
Vacation: --> toilet..7th HeaVeN..hehe..dun rememba..
Concert: --> toilet la..where else..! hehehe
Love:--> singing in the toilet..
**X--> you pervert!

---Favorites---

Movie:--> Harry Potter,Star Wars,My Sassy Girl anything korean & Yasmin Ahmad & co.
TV Show: --> Ally Mc Beal,Gilmore Girls..korean,thailand,philiphines,spanish,japanese,anything
goes..oh yeah..some hindustan..hehe..brainedwashed by my Abi..!
Color: --> pink! anythin smooth..
Band: --> so7,ruffedge..not much
Song: --> as long as its CT's,anything thats suits my ear..RESTRICTED: XPDC,New..Bo..what?
Food: --> melayu!
Drink: --> milo ais,coke & nescafe must limit :(
Candy: --> cekelat,minty flavor anythin ot too sweet..EXCEPT myself :-P
Sport To Play: -->wall climbing,canoe,go-kart the Xtremes (*kenape,x pcaye ah?)
Sport To Watch: -->Xgames,golf,football sumtime..haha
Brand Of Clothing: --> anythin goes..yg tutup aurat ah!
Store: --> psr mlm boleh?anywhere cheap..suits my pocket..hehe!
Animal:--> cats & reptiles~albino sSsSssSsSnake....!
Comic--->Crayon Shin Chan,Chibi Maruko Chan,Akko Chan..Jackie Chan?
Book: -> Harry Potter,anythin motivational xpecially text book!
Magazine:-->UTOPIA?HYPE?Readers Digest..anthing about CT ^__^

---Currently---

Eating: -> juz had
Drinking: -->had mine
Typing: --> nonsense
Online?: --> wont be writin diz if not
Hearing?:--> 'voices' from d speaker
Thinking About: --> MUET 2moro,exam next week,catching up new movie
Watching: --> monitor
Wearing: --> kurung..hehe

---Your Future---

Car---> some PROTON.actually..BMW Sports,Lotus..hehe..dream on!
House---> somewhere peaceful
Home Deco---> a lil bit of this and that but can move freely..
The Cleaning ---> *bibik mane?
Want Kids?: --> can i ?
How Many? ---> a pair juz enough..sakit woo...!!
Want to Get Married?: --> huRm..AFUNDI kinah..hehe!
With whom? ---> JENG...JENG...JENG...dunno-lah!
Careers in Mind: --> following Yasmin Ahmad footsteps ("",)
http://yasminthestoryteller.blogspot.com/

--Which is Better With The Opposite Sex---

Cute or Sexy: --> in their own way
Lips or Eyes: --> heart..!
Hugs or Kisses: -->get away from me! " g . e. l . i " la...!
Short or Tall: --> KaWaii ^__^
Easygoing or serious: -->kinah in d middle
romantic or Spontaneous: -->depends,who is it.hehe
Fatty or Skinny: --> like a stick!
sensitive or Loud: --> it HuRTs!
Hook-up or Relationship: --> huh? wanna go Fishing?
Sweet or Caring: --> "annie u ok? u ok ,annie?"~ smooth criminal
Trouble Maker or Innocent: MOOOOMMMM....!!!

---Have You Ever---

Kissed a Stranger:WHAT??
Drink: -> milo ais ade?
Smoked: --> pollution!
Ran Away From Home: yup,to go to school.im late!
Broken a Bone: juz a scratch
Got an X-ray: lotz of em,wanna see?
Broken Someones Heart: had to..*sigh
Broke Up With Someone: gomene :
Turned Someone Down: upside down?
Cried When Someone Died: dun say DIE,i'll CRY :'(
Cried At School: :'(

---Do You Believe In---

God:-->LailahailAllah
Miracles:--> only Allah does it
Love At First Sight: ->haha..datz " Uk! Uk! " Love
Ghosts> juz Allah's creatures
Aliens:--> X-Files..maybe
Heaven-->of courese..!!
Hell:--> hope doesn't end up in there
Kissing on The First Date> GET LOST!
Is There Someone You Want But You KnowYou Cant Have? > SiTiNuRHaLiZa?hehehe..too
bad im a woman.. (",)
www.sitizone.com
http://ctnurhalizaonline.safaonline.net
www.sitinurhaliza-svoa.com

---Idol---

~Nabi Muhammad S.A.W
~Parents
~Sensei
~Family
~Friends
~Animals
~All around me

~Tun Dr. Mahathir *Pak Lah pun ok gak..hehe
~Tan Sri Mokthar * such a good guy
~Yasmin Ahmad * www.sepet.com.my
~ SiTiNuRHaLiZa * Siti shows the Quality inside^__^

---LuuuuuRRRVVVeeee... ------

Koreans:

Jang Nara www.naraeng.com

Jeon Ji Hyun http://www.yupgigirl.com/

Bae Young Jun www.byj.co.kr , www.geocities.com/vanteo/Koreanamania7.html

Park Yong Ha www.yongha.yeonyoung.com

Enrique Iglesias www.enriqueiglesias.com

Jay Chou www.jay-chou.net , www.jay2u.com

Juanes www.juanes.net

Sheilaon7 www.sheilasonic.com

updates

2005-04-27T11:22:00.000Z

its been a while since my last post..
kept lookin for the right time..
sometime...'alone'..hehe..

i really cant write with all the people lookin at it..
its more embarassing when people actually reads it.
but..that doesnt bother me anymore..

maybe i'll take journalism like Abi say
its really booorrriiinngg to be on somewhere that we already knew for a long time
though its somewhere thats a bit respective place..

from UMS to USM..
i was thinkin of taking up polltical science..
it became such a passion to me..
but..still..i dont know how far can i go with it..
so..im thinkin of changing lanes..
taking the safe road..

i wanna take risk..
but i dont want to risk my future for the risk i take..
dont wanna risk somethin im not cerain of..
however..im still stuck between USM or UMS..

y ..UMS ?
at first ..im juz thinkin of the adventure of livin in Sabah..
the scenery..the thrills..
besides..i can easily get through it as far as i know..
juz gonna maintain some subject..and im off to Sabah..

but then..USM came into my mind..
not juz i 'know' it almost the rest of my life since i was born..
but its nearer for everythin to be done..
but..i really hate the fact that i cant fly out my own wings..
ghee..thats why teenagers are so rebellious..eh?

im still searchin for the right course..
lookin for some 'land'..
alright...till now..

^__^

2005-04-27T11:20:00.000Z

merentas desa

2005-01-29T11:05:00.000Z

jadi pencatat jap arini...tulis nama student yg sampai.b4 dat ade taklimat skit from cikgu maznah,b4 dat gak..kinah lak yg bagi 'taklimat' kat bebudak kelab Bi skool..haha! juz nak hias board je,mayb kena amik balik wallpaer yg kinah beli sbb ade dgr2 yg skool nk selaraskan board..letak kain baldu merah..

hmmm..x sangka..akhirnya..Dato Sagor jd JUARA...hehe..rumah sukan la..!terkezut gak,sbb xde plak kinah n da geng nk sabotaj..tulis sume dato sagor yg sampai..hihi..won fair n square ah!skool kat badawi..tiap2 thn ade je kembar yg masuk skool ni.thn ni ...kembar bdak fom 1 lelaki lak,aritu pompuan..b4 dat pompuan gak..b4 dat baru ade lelaki..hihi

one more thing,suratan atau kebetulan..musti ade name 'sakinah' yg daftar msk badawi..hehe..bangga...bangga..dari ustazah sakinah ke sakiinah,ke sakinah klass 6 syariah this year,form 5: nur sakinah,n so on...musti ade student name tu msk sini..hehe..mcm reunion 'sakiinah' lak!

mase balik ade skit wrong info' so..kinah balik dgn iman,jiran kt tmn kinah.*sib baik dier x balik lagi...x psl2 kene naik bas...penat woo..! im suppose 2 go hom wif farhana,jiran gak..peh..! thn ni ramai lak 'jiran junior' yg msk badawi..oratit la tu! senang nk tumpang kalo ade ape2 hal..hehe..

balik skool truss lepak kat komp. ingat kot nak tgk email je pastu trus cari bantal...sidai baju dsb.
tapi kinah pegi download lagu la plak..dah dpt d'lod satu..nak d'lod lagi..n lagi..
agak2 dh orait tu baru g mandi n so on..tapi..habih je mandi n everythin..layan bantal..lupe nk sidai baju.
bgn around 6pm ..itu pun um kejut...suruh cuci keta...ceh!

but,sbb dh janji n dpt upah..*pandai la um..bg upah dulu pastu tpaksa la wat keje...!
lagipun,x sabar nk abiskan hutang dgn parents nih!ade la our 'deal'...
abis cuci keta..sambung siram pokok keliling rumah,sian tgk pokok mati akibat ..ku! haha!
now musim panas gilerrr so..abis naik layu pokok2...*sian..!

mlm,mkn piza instant je.abi p kursus ape tah.x balik.um mls kuar.bantai je la.sambung durian jap,beli kt care4 tapi rasenye dh agak kureng la rasa.
hmm...mlm..tgk star wars sambil tgk cite korea 'glas shoe/slipper' kt ch. 9
tuka2 la,kjap ntv..kejap 9

actually xleh nk nyinggah komp sbb um pakai.x kisah ah.dh settle sume masa balik skool tadi..so ..x perlu sgt.
homewok?esok baru buat.arini nk rehat je!skrg pun nk tarik selimut la plak.hehe! ter-over time la plak!

~ ThE EnD~

i juz can't stop writing!

2005-01-28T03:00:00.000Z

aaawwww.....

at first,im not very comfortable of others readin my blog.but then,i guess it wasn't bad at all.i juz cant stop writing,what the in the world was i thinkin about quitin to write??

hmm....maybe some of u doesnt know that i used to have a blog but i shut it off.juz need a lil 'hands on' more of my writing skill n storylining..haha..juz dont wanna be too OPEN.dont worry,this blog is juz general stuff,the secret will 'best kept secret' to myself.

as a matter of fact,it helps me improve my english and malay too.i think i will be writing both english n malay plus a lil bit of 'manglish'.hehe,juz cant help it when im blurred!

for the first page,theres nothin much im goin to talk about.juz wanna keep it brief,short,simple..bla..bla..bla..
right now,juz goin to say:

................HI...........

peace143

interview uitm

And the award goes to...

L.O.V.E

where did they go?

The Return Of Sheila On 7

the 'peterpan' in me

i'm dying...

stick with you ~ pussy cat doll

the long parchment

Harry Potter ~ Goblet Of Fire

Music Video

JTL ~ A Better Day

Jo...Ho...Ho.. ^__^

Alex Ubago ~ A Gritos De Esperanza (OST Luna)

Forever Loving You ~ Paran

Hei Se Mao Yi ~ Black Woolen Sweater

stpm...huurrayy..sigh*

Gui Ji ~ Orbit

On Myung ~ Destiny (Full House)

SweeT Dream ~ Jang Nara

Love Leaves Its Scent ~ Tei

Moment ~ Ryu

My Memory – 류

From Beginning Till Now ~ Ryu

LoViNG YoU ~ Iris

I Think I Love You~On Myung

Cintai Aku ~ Rossa

Because I LoVe YoU ~Z.Chen

Legend Of Boo~C.Loco

Photograph~Nickelback

Here By Me~3 Doors Down

Because Of You~Kelly Clarkson

Home~Micheal Buble

~ Cave Of The Golden Roses ~

七里香 / Qi Li Xiang / Common Orange Jasmine

The Revenge Of The Muet

Dua Dunia~Ct & Too Phat

Best Friend

Just Want You To Know~BSB

Bad Day~Daniel Powter

*..vanakam..*

Sweet September ^__^

Awww...dorable ^__^

someday

My Prince Charming ^__^

Kenapa????

Again~Faith Evans

kryptonite~guy sebastian

rossa~aku bukan untukmu

cintailah istanaku~stinky

jujur ~ radja

Bentan

Fall To Pieces~Avril

Behind Those Hazel Eyes~Kelly Clarkson

mengapa bersedih?

helena~my chemical romance

search download

still lovin it ^__^

oNLy yOuUuUuUuUuUu..........

~ Stay ~

~ Wake Up ~

the friend i ONCE care

who am i?

Padi~ Menanti Sebuah Jawaban

Hotlink 3G ~ Aktifkan Dunia Baru

around da Msia in 80 hour ^__^

Cuti-cuti MalaysiaAaAaAaAa....***

selimut bucuk

* * PoWeR PuFFGiRLs * *

SiTiNuRHaLiZa ^__^

cleft

ponteng!

Jay Chou

perut oh perut

SEPET

peace \/oo

B marah :(

*BUBBLES...oo000

selasa

..vanakam..